The girl who died trying

2010-03-27T21:08:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RENEE !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D
yay !!! its my birthday today and Im very very happy :D
However, this morning when I woke up, I realised I had sprained my ankle :O
HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE ?!
i mean, it was fine yesterday !!! why is it sprained?
Thus, I have to walk like an idiot who sprained her ankle on her birthday.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
EPIC SEH!!! well, I recieved a ton of gifts in which I would like to thank those fellow friends for :D
And I shall return the giving of birthday gifts to them as well :D
As well as those who were on face book and congragulated me on getting one year older :D hahahahaha.
Oh well, but now, Im struggling with my work. ESPECIALLY ART.
In which I have to complete BY TODAY !!!
or I'll get killed :)
So yes, Im very busy on the day of my birthday.
So good bye for now :D
PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHYNA !!!
PSS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE~
PSSS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS IN MARCH :D

cute couple :3

2010-03-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

WOAH !!! I HAVE JUST STUMBLED UPON SOMETHING WHICH SERIOUSLY AROUSES MY INTERESTS !!! :D
check these out !!! :

WHOO !!! I just found this [ex i think] couple on youtube, like ppl were posting videos abt them. sorta like tributes . But I think they split ted already :/ sad
Though you gotta admit, both guys are really good looking !!! One is hot and the other is cute xD
HOWEVER ! most of their pics [which are not seen above ^^] are taken PROFESSIONALLY !!!
that means there is someone taking their photos for them.
Ppl think they are models, others find them to be a REAL LIFE couple.
To me? I dont know. but heck, they make a GOOD couple :D very compatible I should say :3
The taller and more manly one is called J.law. apparently he is a photographer, thus the pics there saying "j.law's kirio"[or the other way around] are taken by him. While the cuter guy is called kirio! people say that he is most likely a model. thus could explain how they met... or not ? i dono ... just think about it ... LOL.
Anyways, the photos are BEAUTIFULLY TAKEN nonetheless. Especially those which were taken for them :D really have to give praise to the UNKNOWN photographer xD
There are many other pics on the net which you could google up :D
OH ! and also pls do not call me a useless person who finds fun is googling homosexuals !!![sounds wrongxD]
I do it also because the pictures taken of them were beautiful and Im currently trying to figure out how to get my next "personal photoshoot of ppl" done.So yes, you have NO RIGHT to judge me :D
PS: SHOUT OUT TO ALL THE GAYS IN THE WORLD ! LOL.

DIE DIE DIE !!!

2010-03-17T06:19:00.001-07:00

Okay, its official,
I ABSOLUTELY HAVE NO TIME WHATSOEVER TO COMPLETE MY WORK. especially maths !!!
I mean, come'on !!! Students like us do need homework to be able to keep up with the ever changing society of education whereby the syllabus gets harder and harder each year , but enough is enough !!!
Teachers are loading their gun of homework up and start to fire at us non-stop ... LITERALLY !!!
I mean, I have to complete so much work BY TODAY to that I'll be able to have a FREE DAY tomorrow. Or else, I would not have enough time to spend on revision and work . let alone leisure !
Well, let us all just think twice and start planning our schedules before the time of our deaths arrive, or else our teacher might never let us off, even if we were banished to the depths of hell for eternity ?!
If you guys think that ur work is not managable, what about us art students ? we have to finish completing a full portrait of ourselves and colored fully with poster paint, readily handed up by monday !
Yes, ppl might call me stupid for picking the subject in the first place,
thus, us art students have to suffer IN VAIN. and sliently so that we will not get mocked.
Or we could just boast about how we managed to complete our work without any effort required ! How despicable is that ? >.< UUURRRGHHH !!!
at least I have completed most of my work. Like : Bio[except 1 or 2 pages] ; A/E TYS both half way = half of my math done; SS, which I can most likely finish if I use the TB ; and Literature in which all I need is inspiration and a load of time :)
Some which I haven even started to think on :
english essay which I may be able to complete if I give up my entire week end to complete; Art, though I have taken a profile pic of myself and hav started to examine my facial features and shades with disgust, and finally chinese... I practically left that composition in the corner of my table to dry up and disappear so that I could give an excuse such as "it evaporated" :D nice ~~~
Well, yao lao shi may start harassing me with his "cold" humor again if I do not hand up But I will most definitely face the consequences for the actions I have not committed [eg: NOT DOING HW]
And as I silently await my death penalty , I hope every poor pitiful student out there like me would be able to finish his/her work in time :)

long time ago

2010-03-14T01:20:00.000-08:00

Apparently its been a long while since I've posted something.
Nowadays I feel like its too much of a hassle to post something or go to ppl's blogs and stuff.
Well, yesterday was ADAM LAMBERT'S AUTOGRAPH SESSION at bugis.
Huiyi ,Kai Yu, and Olivia were smart enough to que up at 8 am in the morning !!! I came at 12 since I was too lazy to wake up :]
Me and Olivia had to sit out later on because we didn't have the special delux cd thingy. heh, too bad for us.
Two of us just came cuz we were asked to :P LOL, but it was fun seeing adam in person. He's much taller than I thought he was . And shalyn must be feeling sad since she did notget to go . lol.
It has been raining for a while and finallyIm seeing some sun coming out. Stayed at home for practically the whole day. Did nothing but crazy stuff.
AKA : searching for fellow temasekians on facebook whom might have already forgotten who you were since it was 3 freaking years ago !!!!
But heck, it was fun seeing that I found someone whom I used to know :D
Currently checking out the anime airing for 2010. Kinda interesting for some. But the rest were mostly uninteresting ones which I would rather not watch . Examples like war , machinery , historical, boring ...etc. Well, I'll get back to my searching now.
Good bye fellow people :)

Forgetful

2010-02-18T00:26:00.000-08:00

Greeting people !
Today was just another boring day in school.
and another day I SUDDENLY realised I forgot about my promise to take care of my blog and not neglect it D:
So yes, Im here to make up for it.
Nothing much happened, just the usual.
For instance :
-Glenn makes lame jokes
and I start laughing[happy humping day~]
-Daryl starts screaming at the top of his voice :P
-Daryl makes a lot of noise @.@
-Daryl talks to himself O.o
-Daryl makes fun of ppl
-Daryl annoys Shalyn :)
-Rajpal thinks he's funny and Daryl makes fun of him instead ! :D
-Rajpal is an extra :O
-This class is really weird O.O

Yes, Im not the only one. Apparently if you look at what daryl drew today, you would've understood what I meant by "people do not change"[for him, its for the better .... I think.]
He vandalised some taiwanese person's face on the chinese newpaper we got today !!!
He used correction tape and made buck teeth :D
It was very funny though :D :D D
Though , I think I deleted the picture :/ Sad. It was a good piece of art !!!
Speaking of art, I have a ton of art work to complete.
And tay sin huay told me not to slack , so yes its good bye for now :D
SYONARA DESU ~~~

The retard ~~~

The offspring

2010-02-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

Nice video . Beautiful ! I really have to praise the director for making this video !!! Especially since mr ganzali explained its deeper meaning to us literature students :D I sure don't regret taking literature !!!!
If you try to pay attention and concentrate on the little details in it, you may be able to find its true meaning !!! whoo ! I love this song now, but not other offspring songs, just not that suitable for me :)
Anyways, enjoy ~ and hopefully this will help us get through our approaching common test [which I loath] peacefully and easily. Math tomorrow ... sigh .

The retard ~

class pictures.

2010-01-15T00:16:00.001-08:00

How exciting ... My blog is dead again (:
Well, let's lighten it up shall we ?
Today I had a sudden urge to take pictures during class.
So these are what I've collected :

This was during chem ! me and huizee's "beatiful" coloured creation :D
YiYing during Bio lesson xD
Shalyn eating her milo-chicken rice after sinhuay spilled a drink on it ... yes, Its milo :D
Jocelyn's left over chicken rice , made it into somethin cool ~

Well, thats all for today folks , sorry if I forgot to rotate the pictures, just too lazy to do so :D
Enjoy your weekend !!! ~

Feels like insomnia !!!

2010-01-04T04:33:00.005-08:00

Hello everyone !
How's the first day of school ?
Fun ? boring ? sleepy ? lol
I just discovered Im suffering from insomnia !!!
I can't sleep at night at all. then I wake up after 3-4 hours of sleep and go to school yawning xD
So tired sia.
Oh well, hope everyone passes the next day better. I have cca for 3 whole days starting tomorrow .
So I gtg prepare.
Bye bye ~

FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN !!!!

2010-01-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone :)
Just came back from sentosa !!!
Where me and my 6h classmates [all 6 of them] came from :D
There were laughs and weirdness. But I guess its all because we haven't seen each other for a long time.
I woke up at practically 11:30
And we were suppose to meet at 12 !!!
So I rushed .... didnt even eat breakfast :( But when I got there .... Only Jere was there sitting next to the phone booth xD
How lucky ... I WASN'T LATE !!!
Oh ! and remember I lost my phone @ sentosa ? Well m mom told me to change to an older phone. in case the new one gets lost ... AGAIN. hahaha .
Anyways, many were suppose to come. But apparently they all had something on.
So the only FEW ppl left were :
-Audris
-Jean
-Jere
-Jeryl
-Me !
-Tisya.
How pathetic ! But it was fun :D
WATER BABYS !!!! HOHOHOHOHO.
Check out the pics on face book if you'd like.
Now heres another topic... What did I do for new years eve ?
Well, I went to shalyn's house for a bbq. Which wasn't exactly filling... But filled with fun :D
I had a freakin hard time uploading the pictures.
The freakin uploader is pissing me off !!!!!
Well, I gtg soon. Have tuition early in the morning. And im not an early riser.
I hate being woken up. I'd rather wake up the natural way.
Thats usually the reason why Im always the last one there xD
Remember ppl !!! all of you better start waking up early to get ready for school :D
Just like me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy 2010 everyone ! ~

Christmas Good byes !!!

2009-12-28T04:37:00.000-08:00

Say good bye to christmas and hello to red packets :D
Of course , dont spend all your money on one place :D
Must save up !!! Like as if Im one to preech xD
Lol, right now hilary is watching junjou romantica ... AKA stepping into my world :D
A world of a yaoi fan girl !!! Yes !!!
She's sort of just saying she likes anime. But not a fan of yaoi. Heck, she's watching it xD
Well, she sayd she likes hikaru from Ouran. [Like me and yingying love the twins xD]
So she's like taking her first step to a yaoi fan girl :D
WHOO !!! lol.
Anyways, I just gotten my present today from debbie :D
I got .......
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I hair net like thingy ... LOL ?
and a fergie CD :D
WHOO !!!! lol

Whoo !!! My so called "hat"^^^

Haha !! CD plus good quality paper from Japan :D

2009-12-23T19:51:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone !!!
Or practically .. NO ONE.
Today is christmas eve ... YES ! CHRISTMAS EVE !!!
where all the little kids squirm around the christmas tree and check out their unopened presents.
Awaiting the next day when they set their alarm clocks so that they could open their presents on time.
For us , we're too old for that . but we love to douse ourselves in the joy of the christmas spirit.
To put it simply, we just celebrate christmas cuz there are present for us :)
Well, heres wishing everyone a very merry christmas and a happy new year !Hope you all have a wonderful time and collect many presents xD

Hand phones all around the world

2009-12-15T04:54:00.000-08:00

My phone has problem AGAIN.
Today is one of the worst days of my life.
I've realized how dependent we were on technology these days.
Communication and entertainment wise.
Technology is a must in our lives as of today.
because of all this, some of us could not live without our handphones or the internet.
Well, I wouldn't say its a bad thing. Just that ...
DO NOT EVER LOSE YOUR HAND PHONES !!!!
or you may suffer terrible consequences :(
Sob sob sob .....
Such a terrible fate ....
We all might as well be committed to our hand phones and computers for the rest of our lives !
Sigh ... I still miss my phone.
It was so beautiful.... But then gone in a second ...
So treasure your handphones people !!!!
Stay committed to it and shower it with all your love :D
Whoo !!! go handphones xD

Goodbye.

2009-12-08T19:40:00.000-08:00

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Passing out ceremony.

2009-12-04T21:45:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone :D
Today I'll like to report that my brother, Ryan , and finished his passing out ceremony.
You know those that they hold for army ppl ?
Sort of like graduation .
Anyways, if u wanna see the pics, go facebook.
Hopefully I can upload all of the pictures :/
*Cross fingers*
It was kinda boring actually.
Just looked at army ppl standing and going about things.
But it was a bit fun lah .
Oh well, some of you might be able to experience this later on or see your own brothers instead.
At least its better than seeing our NPCC or NCC guys making a fool outta themselves xD
The training there is kinda tough.But at least you get to earn some money while ur spending your time in camp.
So ,the higher ranking you are , the more pay you'll get. But of course, the responsibility is greater.
Still having problems with my project . Hopefully I'll be able to get it done by February next year. It will take a very long time. Cuz the no. of places to shoot is very limited.
Oh well, hope things go well next year :D

Nabari No O

2009-12-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

Hello to all .
Currently watching Nabari No O.
A modern ninja anime[No, its NOT naruto]
Its cool :D And one of the guys remind me of Ritsuka xD
Oh... he's just so cute :3
Anyways, currently working on a "project" .
Well, its a personal one. Still working on it. Actually way behind.
Can't find inspiration :(
Guess everything just left my mind ever since Holidays started :/
How sad.Anyways, I hope to get that "inspiration" back some how .
Well, still thinking, but what ever xD

MORNING !!!

2009-11-19T08:05:00.000-08:00

Good morning.
Well, technically its morning already .[12:10am]
So its considered.
I haven't posted for awhile, too busy with CCA ,
finally its over for the month.
Can't stand the ppl there.all fucked up.
Well, im used to a freaked up world . everywhere I go, each year I advanced into a more mature category , there is bound to be people who think they have something against you or they are just plain idiotic.
Im not one to say , I've been suffering in Primary school during my last supposedly "MEMORABLE" years as a senior . I've suffered from bullying, I went to my school counselor , but nothing helped.Finally, my story ended there and then on graduation day. I was happy , yet sad. For one, I'll finally be leaving all of my burdens behind and move on with my life. But for another, I'll never be able to forget that warm feeling of trust that I'd have to leave behind for good. I could no longer get it back, neither can I keep it. Because You broke it .
But thinking about it,I have learnt a lot from those times . And suffered extreme measures before finally getting the cruel game of fate that life was playing on me . There was no real answer in the world. It is neither wrong nor right, depends on the way people see it .But the problem with me back then was that , I didn't accept my situation as it is.If I dont accept my situation , then theres nothing i could do abt it. I had to accept that there are bastards in my life who don't want to be understood. and that I can't change my situation just because I wanted it to happen.I had to accept everything, the changes I had to make, and the changes I couldnt make. and from there be able to change everything and finally defeat the enemy .But even before I could change anything, someone came into my life and destroyed everything . I trusted him. He betrayed my trust, and I could never forgive him. It was either me or him who was at fault. Even if the fault was mine, I dont want to be forgiven , not by someone like Him.It was because of his presence that inflicted pain and and humiliation into my life that made it impossible for me to learn to walk on my own again.He just walks in and out of ppl's lives as he wishes, leaving behind scars.He doesn't care to explain himself. Unreasonably enjoying himself as he does so . But why must You be like him? On that day , I'll never forget that look he gave me. Neither shall I forget the warmth, comfort, and security in your voice, and your presence. It was so surreal , yet an illusion. So warm, yet so hurtful. I knew it was him immediately, that familiar presence, that familiar warmth, it all boiled down to one thing --- I havent moved on.
You have hurt me so much that I could still remember those days I stood waiting for your call. Longing for that deep sound of your voice to penetrate my ears that makes me so calm. But why ? That was all I was asking . But no one cared. che, more like no one understood. But it doesnt matter now. Cause I know I can handle it... for now. I walk my own path alone.Theres no one who understand, no one to rely on. Just me, and Only me.
Then I entered sec 1 , I wanted a change ... and so it started....

And so my story begins where every story began, At an Ending .

Yingying :D

2009-11-13T19:46:00.000-08:00

Hohoho !!!
Yingying is in my house !!!!
MUUAHHH !
Yingying , say something !!!!
Yingying:This is seriously not a talking session. I'm typing this freaking thing out. LOL! And, your keyboard is kind of C.R.A.P.P.Y! No, its very crappy. :D
O.O And thats wat yingying said :D
Now, back to blogging ,
Yingying is here for two reasons.
VERY important reasons.
1) to bring a card reader :D
2) to entertain me:D
see ? ain't these good reasons ? :D
So later we're gonna play basket ball /soccer
And im sooo gonna own lwh !!! :D
MUUAHHHHH .
Wish me good luck ;D

NO TITLE !!!!

2009-11-01T19:16:00.000-08:00

Good morning !
Im like ... currently blasting sufficient amounts of music from the speakers due to the renovations upstairs which woke me up from my sleep Zzz...
As most of you know, I hate it when I get woken up from my sleep.
I prefer to wake up naturally. Its more relaxing :)
I seriously have a craving for soccer,
But I dont know if my mom will allow me to play T.T
Apparenlt theres nobody tagging my blog, so it just feels as if Im talking to myself.
It's lonely .
But, whatever, not like its the end of the world or something.
I have a feeling that in this whole world, theres nobody who even comes close to scoring 70-80% in understanding me.
So I'll just continue living in my own world for now.
Have practice this whole week. hopfully they don't give us another sheet of paper asking us to come back for another round of practice during december .
ITS CHRISTMAS !!! if they did that, I'll die .
I still need time to soak in the festive spirit and stuff ,
seriously, don't they give us breaks even during holidays ? we need a well deserved rest you know !
sigh .... right now I have too many troubles .
too many that I don't even give a damn that that faggot fang rui is gonna be in the same class as me.
Well, even if I say them out, its not like any of you will understand or care to understand.
Wanting to keep others out, yet truly wants to be understood ,
Something so contradictory, yet so simple.
Sigh .......

2009-10-31T01:25:00.000-07:00

Although I knew it was for the very best,
On the day I set you free.
But in my heart, I prayed even, even more
For you to come back to me.

Everyday I faked a smile, a laugh,
Behind a mask full of lies.
But once I threw it all away,
There was nothing left to hide.

So please stop making empty promises,
And please stop misleading me.
Because you always don't mean what you say .
So what can I believe ?

Coming to the end ...

2009-10-30T04:12:00.000-07:00

Hello people !!!
Especially the ones in 2A this year !
I know its the end of our school year together .
And well, we had some happy , sad, irritating, and weird ? times. LOL
but overall, I'll treasure them all :D
Although I have to admit, our class doesn't really have much class spirit like other classes :P
Especially in camps .... hahaha I can still remember.
Oh well, not being in the same class next yeay doesn't mean we'll never see each other forever right ?
So just make the best outa it and remember those times we had.
Well, one things for sure ... the guys will still continue playing soccer xD
hahahaha, some things just don't change do they ?
My time with every single one of you has been enjoying . And I'll never forget .
But however ... the sky is like my mood right now ....
I just woke up from a very long and deep sleep.
Yes, I know, Im very grouchy and irritated when I wake up ... so ... haha .
But I don't know why I managed to sleep so long [3~7]
lol. I usually wake up after 1 or 2 hours.
Oh! and I haven't bathed since I got back xD
But I guess my body was programmed to sleep through undesirable thoughts while awake.
To put it simpler : My body just doesn't want to remember certain things and chooses to sleep through them .
Kinda weird ... but I guess its kinda natural.
Oh , and I went sakura with shalyn, sinhuay, and huiyi . LOL.
it was like .... the ppl there were wondering why there were students eating there.
And shalyn had some sorta "strategic" plan ..... ha .. ha .... lol
But overall, it was fun I guess . Im still pondering over something ....
But somehow I just can't put my finger on it .... hmm .....
Maybe I forgot ... LOL.
Oh and just to make sure ....

NO WEIRD COMMENTS

ON MY TAGBOARD PLS !!!

some way or another theres a weird feeling in my gut telling me this is gonna happen O.O LOL.
Anyways, just wanna thank every single person in 2a for the awesome memories that I have shared with them :)
Goodbye ! I'll see all of you next year ;D
PS: especially daryl wui xD hohoho

2009-10-25T20:59:00.000-07:00

Love like no other.

Love like there's no tomorrow.

Love till it hurts.

Love like you may never love again.

And love every moment of it.

yes yes, all of you might think theres something wrong going on in my head.
But these few lines just popped up in my head yesterday
And thus, I decided to post them.
It's kinda memorable actually.
You can go on and on and on, depending on whether you have enough brain power to do so.
But the lines just come and go as they please.
Inspirations that may disappear if not taken into action sooner or later.
Well, something like that XD

Poly or JC ?

2009-10-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

Hmm...
I just had dinner ....
Yes yes, I know. at 9pm ? you gotta be kidding me.
No, im not. although some of you might think a late dinner is bad.
Just blame my brother ...
Anyway, my brother's friend
Who is like ... quite a sensible person, has educated me on the purposes and such of getting into JC and such ...
[Eg: Things that my brother himself is too lazy to consult me in]
So, my bros friend said that if I dont take A math, i would possibly end up with a job that pays 2000 a month[best offer] ... which is not good.
He says the road to poly is a very .. expensive one. The costs of living a poly life is like living in university.
the usual amount per year in a uni rounds up to about $ 7000 .
While in poly, just the school fees alone are approximately half or more than than half per month or year i think .
But if you were to include food,transport, and living expenses ... haha ... no joking matter.
However, JC school fees are like so much cheaper and stuff... of course at the expense of studying like crazy if you were a student like me that is.
There is no free food in this world. So we might as well choose a road that would open all the doors of opportunities ... or open one or two incapable doors.
Well, Im not saying that you all shouldnt go to poly or stuff like that. Just that I would rather have to study like mad then to pay a school fee that could feed me for like a year !
So in the end, Ill have to chose the road less taken for ppl like me . sad , I know.
Anyways, if any of you needs tuition , tell me. I'll introduce you to my brother's friend who gives tuition. He's in the same uni as my brother, but his grades are superb !
He teaches chem , bio, and math i guess. Not language , its too hard according to him.
He doesnt like having lazy students AKA me. So I gotta buck up if I want him to teach me for free !!! [in return having my brother be his maid for the rest of his life XD]
Well, so just to summarise it... I have to go to JC, or Im SCREWED !!!
See you all next week ;D

New skin !

2009-10-21T01:15:00.000-07:00

Yes, I have changed my skin
I find it kinda hard to read the words due to the colour,
But overall, its cute :)
I just picked it out of many others for fun.
Oh well, hope it doesn't effect eyesight XD
Hopefully ....LOL

Format problem

2009-10-20T00:48:00.000-07:00

Yes, yes Im aware that theres something wrong with th band with thingy ... which I don't really understand -.- ....
Anyway, just to make this clear to all of you ...
I don't feel like posting anything for a while ... cuz Im freakishly bored and not in the mood.
Im sick and tired of the world and the people around me.
I know there are ppl who hate me, pity me, are irritated by me, like me ... but I dont care anymore.
I feel like locking myself up in my own world and choose to never come out again as long as i live.
I dont want to get hurt by the world, and I dont want to have to face everything by myself.
I lock myself up because I don't want others to see me for who I truly am. Because if I do that, it would only do more harm than good.
But there are times when i want to opposite. I wont say when , I wont say why.
Because the reason is obvious.
I settle my own problems myself, and the more I try to do it without anyone's help, the more harder it gets to accept help.
Thats why I chose to handle my own mental problems instead of seeking help .
Because even if I were to seek help, No one will ever truly understand my problem. No one will ever be able to help me . Not that Im being an emo person who blames the world for all of my troubles and despair and that I should forget all my troubles by taking my own life [eg: jumping off a building] and in the end not solving anything .... cuz ur dead !
Im just airing my views and hopefully get over this huge wall that I have to conquer in order to carry on living.
Im not going to do anything stupid so dont think to far ... cuz seriously, Im not dumb.
Is it wrong to talk abt the world in a different perspective for once without getting misunderstood ?
You must be able to look at the problem from a different point of view that would show you infinite possibilities .
I'll say this once, there are times that I do hate myself, and I do hate the world and everyone in it .But its because I felt like fate, destiny, and life were laughing at me.Thats the only reason why I try my hardest to look up to the brighter side of life. In order to prove them wrong. So you cant actually put the blame on me for having split personalities every now and then,because its only natural.
But theres one thing im very sure of.... it is that that I have 2 different groups of people whom I hate.
1) I hate them because I have always hated them in the first place
2) I hate them because I used to like or can't help but still like them.[as friends etc...]
The people in group one are natural people to get hated , they live for it. whereas for two, those are the people whom have hurt me the most. They back stab you once the sudden winds have changed. they come and go as they please on the bay of your life, leaving traces in your heart that remain there like scars that hurt so much it could tear u apart. those are the people who are worth nothing . But I wont say who, I wont say why. Because even if I were to tell you, it wouldnt matter.
But they all say to leave your smile for those who have hurt u the most.
Until now, I still do not understand what they mean by that. But I shall do as follows.
But I wont do it for some as time goes by. because it gets harder and harder to smile . because I know time is running out and yet there is nothing I can do about it.
I had a chance last time, Im getting another chance now ... but history just keeps on repeating itself.
That person did those things to me once, and now you're doing to same. Thats why I just can't say it. Because you're just like that person.
You remind me so much of that person that I have no choice but to hate you as well.
Im sick of lying ...But I can't help it. There's nothing I can do.
Im sorry .

First impressions

2009-09-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

Hello :D
Just came back from school today.
Well, its more about yesterday ...
I had dinner with my family cuz it was my mom's birthday :D
And the food there was awesome XD
Too bad Ryan couldn't come :( [second brother]
So in the end, it was only me , and my eldest brother and my parents .
Not too bad.
Especially the food XD hahaha .
btw, did you guys hear ris low ?
The one who won Singapore New World ?
Yah, well, she is under probation right now cuz she was accused of credit card fraud :/
And to her video on youtube, there were ... insults ... and compliments ... lol
But for me, I find the insults too insulting and the compliments too good for her.
All i think of her is " she's just some loser took part in a beauty contest and had just enough luck to win[which is not worth winning]"
She has many bad points :( Especially her pronunciation and the way she gives a first impression.
As most of you would think, first impressions DO count.
Its the first thing that makes you think of what kind of person you're meeting.
But of course, first impressions can also be fake and deluding .
But it doesn't apply to most ppl.
Heh, but trust me, most ppl are not what they seem once you know them better.
And I know that ALL TOO WELL.
Whether its for the better or for the worst ... A first impression can mean many things ,
it just depends on how you see it.
For me, I agree with two things,
1.) They are important
2.)They may not always be true or real impressions.
Some ppl use first impressions for they're own use. good or bad.
So you can't be fooled, yet you can't be too cautious.
Just remember to look out for yourself , and good enough :)
But there are some who don't mean to make a bad or good impression .
So all you have to do is give them a second chance to prove themselves even more.
Everyone deserves a second chance don't they ? :))
So, to sum it up ... The moral of the post today is :
-Don't vote for Ris Low next time :D
-Don't be trusty yet not too suspicious of everyone
-Not everyone can make a good/bad impression.
-First impressions count , but make sure they are not the wrong ones :)
Thats all for today .
:D :D :D

Contadiction

2009-09-22T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow viewers.
Yes, I know some of you might think that Im suddenly becoming "emo" and turned to the dark side ... according to shalyn
*whisper*Or something like that ...
But Im not actually :P I think I see myself more as someone who sometimes has a sudden bursts of energy and inspiration to write something.
And once I start, I can't stop. Or else everything will just crash into reality .
More like a pitstop between heaven and hell, or reality and fantasy .
Only when I retrace my steps[ in my mind] will I finally find my inspiration AGAIN.
But the problem is ... It happens only once in a blue moon.
And the idea of my inspiration may suddenly change.
Kind of a weird explanation, but ya, thats just my logic.
Try to understand if you must .
Im also suddenly having thought about doing more posts about my inspirations with a tinge of my life spread over it .
Rather than just having the same old life story again and again and again .
No one wants to read that right ? Plus I get to improve my english and share my views.
If you all have read my other posts , they are mostly talking about the things going on in my life.
Well, I don't exactly consider my inspirations as "life's lessons" cuz all they do is stay in my head.
And when the right time comes, they pop out and give great advice to some ppl whom really need it .
Perhaps Im also one of those who need it. But I guess those ideas just don't apply to me.
Thats the reason my I tell most of my friends who need my help :" I can handle other people's affairs and help them out, But I just can't do the same for myself"
Guess I do need someone to help me after all :/
But what some quotes say :"To be able to help others, you first need to help yourself"
O.O Yup yup, I know. Im just an even odder one out of the odder odd ones . which makes me stand out even more XD
Contradictory ? Yes. A bad thing ? Depends.
Not every bad thing can be bad. Yet not every good thing is good either.
That's why contradiction thrives in the world.
And only few can understand its need to live on and exist.
But is contradiction a good thing or bad thing ?
Don't know, you're gonna have to figure that one out for yourself :D

Mid Autumn festival

2009-09-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello !
Yup , Im back again :D
yesterday was almost like hell for me :/
Mid Autumn Festival @ Chinatown.
Performed 3 performances
Plus ! for one of our performances, we had to lie on the wet and damp floor of the stage ...
Due to rain of course.
An thus, all 4 layers of my costumes were soaked T.T
what an uncomfortable feeling ... and yes,
IT WAS DISGUSTING !!!!
Including all the irritating comments and discrimination that I had to bear alone.
It was tiring, disgusting ... and seriously ANNOYING.
If I had a choice, I would've quit long ago.
But there is still that thin thread that binds me to that awful state of life.
I had no choice. I guess I'll just have to make do with whatever I'll be facing for the next 3 years .
Anyways, the performance was ok .
It was on air if im not wrong.
Fortunately it all ended with beautiful fireworks that brightened up the sky,
Thus the excruciating pain in my legs , together with all the horrible things I had bared with soon ceased to disappear.
But that was only BEFORE we got back .
From the bus ride which made me feel like throwing up, to the smirking and back-talking behind you.
There wasn't any justice in the world after all.
Only fake hope. Like the fireworks .
It only lasted for that few minutes ; Nothing more, nothing less .
But we pathetic people live on that small hope that then leads us to nothing but a huge mistake and another lesson learnt.Nothing else.
Thats why I sometimes think to myself, why do we live ? or actually, WHAT we live for?
For love ? friends ? family ? fame ? or maybe ... even ourselves.
We are all given the choice to carry on living . but at what cost ?
Discrimination ? Physical and Mental wounds ? Pain and suffering? or maybe ... even death.
But what difference does it make ? Not every single one of us can fail in life.
Yet not every single on of us can succeed in it either.
With every action, comes consequences .
With every consequence comes pain.
How much can you take ? Once you reach your limit... there's no need for thinking anymore.
Don't be mistaken, this is not my death letter, telling all of u im sick of my life.
This is just my justification , a mere thought that only I have.
For now, I shall swallow my pride, I shall bear all the consequences of shutting up and not saying a word until the time is right .
You know what I live for ?
I live for mostly everything that life has to offer, But its not enough.
So I live for ... REVENGE.

New playlist

2009-09-17T02:53:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello !
I have a new playlist :D
Obviously XD
Well, the problem is that while ur playing it ...
and u suddenly switch to another window [like tags to links ...etc]
Then the music immediately restarts itself and you'll have to go back tothe window "tag" :/
In other words, U cant change windows if u don't want the music to stop.
Which is freakishly annoying . I was planning on putting it somewhere along the template format
Such that it will appear either above or below or maybe invisible.
But I thought abt the videos being posted ... and I decided not to ...
Anyways, just so u all would know ,
Mix pod usually has a few tracks which cannot be played T.T which I just discovered ...
So , I have listed out all the songs on my playlist .

Akino A Chance To Shine Oban Opening
Tabi No Tochuu By Natsumi Kiyoura
Ouran High School Host Club - Sakura Kiss E
Romeo X Juliet - Inori ~you Raise Me Up~ [cannot be played]
Music Of My Heart By Gloria Estefan / Nsync
Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway[Cannot be played]
Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles[cannot be played]
Angel By Sarah Mclachlan
Take It Shake It By Sugar
Westlife - My Love[Cannot be played]
I'll be- edwin mccain[Cannot be played]

So in the end, out of 11 songs, I could only play 6 ?! PATHETIC MAN !!!
Okay, well, just enjoy the new playlist :)
I gotta go do my homework T.T
EOY ... EOY ....

Weird video

2009-09-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

LOL. hi , havent updated for a while.
And yah, I changed my blogskin
I've always been using the same ones all over and over again though XD
Talkin to yingying on msn
Btw, watch this weirdo yet kinda funny video :P
Peterchao.
I found it on youtube
Oh, and If u cant understand wat he's saying ... err... good luck :) hahaha
ENJOY :D

2009-08-31T05:06:00.000-07:00

Hello,

I havent postedfor a while.I guess its cuz Im tired of checking blogger every other day to see if the formatting has gone back to normal ...
Sigh... Nothing seems to be changing....
Anyways, went back to school today .
Apparently, I had to perform for my secondary school first ... which took like wat ? I dont know how many hours T.T
In the end... we were dismissed at 2 ++ .... The I finally got a no.10 bus to Temasek only after waiting for like... 30 minutes =.=
Sickening..... stupid buses. the other side was full of buses ... But the only buses that passed by that particular bus stop... where those that were not the right numbers or had turned another corner T.T
Stupid bus services ...
Oh , and I recieved a MariaHolic book from Yingying :D Its soooooo cool !!!Thanks yingying !!!
after the whole performance... I went to jean's house to do nothing :D hahaa.
After that went home:)
So ... that was all :D
gtg soon ... talkin to daryl on msn now :)
Bye bye !!!

The card reader's gone T.T

2009-08-10T04:43:00.000-07:00

As I sit here typing on a keyboard with missing letters due to too much typing...I start my weird story...
Hahaha, weird... thats the whole point.
Apparently, the "missing letters key board" is true. so forgive me for any wrong typings.
Although my fingers have more or less memorized the whole keyboard...but I still depend on my sight.so I have to constantly press the backspace button in order to correct my inevitable mistakes...
ahem... back to the main point ...
My brother[Rayner]set up a third computer.
Right now he is packing his bags and leaving for his University tomoro.
Dont ask me which ... cuz apparently Im too lazy to find out -.-
Speaking of which, he took away the beloved card reader which I dearly need T.T
"For now, we must part, but fear not...we shall meet again... "[talking to the card reader]
Ok, well, Im planning on changing my blogskin ... but with my current blogger situation, Im afraid that would have to wait.
My blogger format has crapped up !!! I can't post pictures, or anything... only words T.T Cuz the top part of my blogger posting format is gone !!! You know, the ones where u press to upload a video or picture ? yup yup thats the one !!!
I have taken to consideration that this will only be temporary and last only for a few days. But it has been going on for at least a month already!!!and worse , with my beloved card reader gone, I can't even upload pictures on my computer !!! How depressing is that ?!?!?!?!?!?!
Well, my brother being my brother, he's gonna take the main computer [which is actually his]
And bring it to his uni !!! Its the most "unlaggy" computer and is very enjoyable to use !!! But everytime I use the computer [becuz the other one lags A LOT] he starts nagging at me and starts making up excuses that it was MY fault that the computer was lagging in the first place !!!
Wat ? he didnt tell me anything !!! sheesh ...
Well now that he's gone, I can at least have some peace and quiet . and not stress my ears everytime I hear another "Our ally's town needs help" call from dota ...
Oh well, but Im sure gonna miss him :) Now that the "brother-that-never-grows-up-from-bullying-his-sister" is gone :P
Sigh, well, now Im trying to find out which key is which,so I hope none of you will end up in a situation worse than mine :/
Now... which comes first ?... M or N.... oh ! Or maybe it B ...hmm.....*still finding out which letters belong to which key ... T.T Help me !!!*

Blogger back to normal :D

2009-07-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

Im sitting here in my brother's squeeky chair, trying to multi-task :
Playing pet society while doing my math and later on, finish up my art. :)
Although Im having second thoughts abt being able to finish it on time :/
Well, the good news is that my blogger posting format is back to normal :D
Hurray !!! Now I can go back to posting again :))
Well, since my blog has been dead for a couple of weeks or so,
I have thought a lot abt stuff on facebook.
Like my quiz.
Apparently, I have failed to have noticed earlier that the people who really know me would get around 55-60 % upon 100 for my quiz.
Some are : Bryson[ surprisingly XD], Shalyn, Shyna, and a few others...
While there has never been anyone being able to get above 60% >.<
Therefor ,I came upon this question ...
"In this entire world, does anybody truely know you?"
Personally for me, Its a NO ,nobody knows u better than urself.
Except at times when u are troubled and try searching ur mind and soul for the correct answer u have been seeking for.
Take for example the people in your everyday life. Those whom are closest to you .
Friends, Family, or even ur lovers [if u have any].
Think about it ... usually the questions that people ask are the ones that are deep, but not deep enough.
Who know, a person whom is happy and lively on the outside, may be some one who is insecure, hurt and longing for love.
Or even a loner who replies you with a no more than 3 words answer, can be a happy person whom is just longing for a friend, yet choose the path of a loner, being alone.
In your entire life, You will never be able to truely know a person inside out. Though Im NOT trying to say don't trust anybody but urself XD
People have secrets they wanna keep. so I guess sometimes we have to let them be that way. Let those secrets lie where they are , never to be uncovered.
Sometimes, the truth is best left uncovered.
In conclusion, the only person who knows urself inside and out is :
Yourself.
Hm... I like that answer :D
Btw, try to keep my tagbox filled up :D I like recieving messages :)
Except those from insignificant fools who make the internet a dangerous place :(
They're like pedophiles on the loose looking for little "internet kids" to play with :( those idiots....
Anyways... stay healthy :) don't wanna be catching swine flu :D
Take care !!! ;D

SCREW THE FORMAT !!!

2009-07-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened recently, except that there is somthing wrong with blogger !!!
I serious !!! its like everytime I wanna post something, theres something wrong with the format.
right now, all I can do is type.
all the dumb codes and tool above the typing area are all MISSING !!!\
AARRGHH.. its freakin me out.
I can't even upload my pictures :(
Screw blogger !!! and my computer !!!
so suckish ...
anyways, all the things that happened so far are :
-SYF re-performance[24 July]
-Butterfly dreams [25 July]
-Went debbie's house to play ...LOL[26 July]
-went to east point with huiyi and shalyn [Today]
Nothing else though ...
Too tired to fill in the details =.=
Im already freakin pissed off !!!
Shall post abt my not so important yet boring things in my not so important and boring life some other time :)
So for now, lets just wait until blogger finally solves my unsolvable problem first :]

Cut by pen knife :(

2009-07-15T03:35:00.000-07:00

hello ppl!!!
Nothing much happened today,
Except I got cut by a pen knife :/
Shyna actually thought I was bluffing >.<
Only after she said the " ha ? really ah ?" Then I found out :P
LOL, oh, we stayed back to do the F&N poster thing
Screw the teacher lah !!!
We had to make some kinda 3D effect on it.
So we had to cut styrofoam XD And made a big mess
But don't worry, we cleaned up :)
We did it until like 5 plus ?
Shyna had to go home early so it was up to me and valerie.
A few other groups stayed back as well.
HuiZee and tingting, Shaheed and richie , and Ashley and jocelyn.
Oh well, I guess I'll have to end here. I still haven't done the vocab test thingy yet :P
Bye bye !!!

F&N exams :D

2009-07-09T00:27:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl !!! :D
We had F&N test today .
And my team[Shyna, Valerie, Me] cooked a Japanese cuisine :D
It looked soooo delicious :D
Oh, and shyna brought like this mould thingy and punched out faces from seaweed :D
So it ended up making triangle shaped rice faces :P
Hahaha , it was so fun :))
Oh, and we thought the teacher was going to try out cooking,
But in the end, she didn't-.-
I don't get her, she said she would try our cooking
but i guess she was scared to put on extra weight XP
And when jocelyn cursed me a few days ago that my cooking would suck,
she ended up taking most of my left over curry XD
Hohoho !!! I made her eat her words !!!
Oh, btw, the udon was cooked by Shyna and valerie and the curry was by me :)
Well, shyna and valerie helped quite a lot with the cutting of vegetables :)
Well, many ppl praised my cooking :D even the guys .
Xinhao, Jingke and Royce tried it and they liked it :D
Hehehe !!! I like it when ppl love my cooking :)
I mean, who doesn't ? if u get praised for something u enjoy doing, isn't it a nice feeling?
Anyways, I better finish up my homework:/
Or else my mom is gonna nag again :O
and the photos are below :D
SYONARA ~

My curry with the rice made by shyna's moulds :D cute faces nee ?Our dishes :D nice isn't it ? looks like a japanese cuisine from a resturant :))

Pet society :D

2009-07-04T01:39:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps !!!
Its been a while.
Well, theres practically nothing to do :/
So Im like on the computer almost 24/7
Which is pissing of my mom :P
I've been playing pet society and well,
I've also been talking to ryann shaan and his sister both separately on pet society through messaging :P
Lol, talk abt messaging 2 siblings at the same time... even better... THEY'RE TWINS !!!
hahaha, kinda weird, but yah. Its fun :)
Unfortunately, I couldn't upload my pet society pictures for some reason or another.
Must be the computer -.O
Anyways, enjoy the rest of the weekends .
And make sure to prepare for the F&N test next thursday
[to those who are in F&N this week]
Syonara !!! ;D

Kbox+Movie pictures

2009-06-21T19:58:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl !!!
Here are the pictures :D
The one below are taken by me. The last four were taken my victoria :))
Waiting patiently for victoria :)
The stair case was so cool !!!
Our 2 complementary drinks each :)
Victoria and debbie :D
Haha, apparently. she was trying to smash his face :D
The view...
Hahaha snatch thief remake !!! :D

Okie dokie, the four below were taken by victoria and i took them off facebook.

Popcorn Munching :DHilary was dam hyper XD
Yup, she definitely has a sugar rush :/
Sing sing sing !!!

Drag me to hell + Kbox

2009-06-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Heya !!!
Went kbox with debbie, victoria and hilary on friday.
And u know ?
They gave us these like puny [literally] bowls of cheap mixed snacks.
And we thought they were complimentary , but in fact, we had to pay 12 dollars more !
6 pathetic dollars for one tiny bowl.
So remember ppl, when u go kbox, remember not to order anything unnecessary !!!
Luckily, the drinks were free :)
After that, ate subway then went for movie.
We wanted to watch ghosts of girlfriends past, but then the time was like at 6pm
so we watched drag me to hell instead.
Don't ask me abt the scary parts, cuz I covered my ears and closed my eyes
practically during the whole movie XD
What ? Im no good with horror!!!
Btw, hilary was against the idea of watching the movie.
But then when she began to watch it, she actually said that it was interesting O.o hahaha
Overall, the movie has more gore and disgusting stuff than scary "boo" scenes .
Oh , and when we wanted to get the tickets, debbie was freakin out
cuz some guy who works there once asked her and her friend
[who is a guy but a friend] if they wanted couple seats , LOL
So she was too afraid to approach the counter :P
And me and victoria ended up saying "single seats"
but the person had mistaken it as we couldn't sit together
and then changed it to 2 "couple seats" HAHAHA.
We ended the day by looking around the shops.
Oh, and me, debbie and victoria each bought a $9 mango tank top :D SALE CRAZY !!!
hilary bought hers later on cuz she didnt have enough money.
Sigh, I really dont wanna go back to school. I havent even touched my chinese hw...
anyways, I'll post the pictures next time :)
SYONARA DESU ! ~~

East coast park

2009-06-12T04:41:00.000-07:00

They were buying drinks :D
HAHAHAHA hello ppl !!!
Today I went to east coast park with some of the chinese dancers
To train up stamina :D
We met up at macs first .
Then the rest of them went to rent bicycles while I wore my blades
Cuz i preferred to roller blade than to cycle.
But I didn't know we were suppose to travel all the way from east coast to changi beach
and all the way back again.
That was like ...*counting*...
20 +++ KM !!! :O
we were like almost traveling non-stop sia !!!
My legs were tired sia.
But at least my stamina is enough to bring me from there all the way back
Thank goodness I managed to get back in 1 piece XD
I had to many activities this week :P
btw, if u are wondering why there is only 1 picture,
go to my other blog[http://behind-mycamera.blogspot.com]
and you'll get to see the "professional" ones :D
hahahaha. ok, I'll sign off now. bye bye :)

Photos :)

2009-06-11T06:05:00.001-07:00

Hello fellow earthlings !!!here is todays repart :D
Im here to post the pictures of the outing with Hilary and Victoria :)
btw, Tomorrow, Im going the train my stamina
with the rest of the chinese dancers at east coast :D
Hehehehehe XD
Anyways, enjoy the pictures :))

CHEESSEE !!!! :D
Making faces
Hehehehe
LOL
3D glasses are cool :D
Hey hey !!! don't play with your food :D

2009-06-10T00:21:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl !!!
On monday, I went out with hilary and vicky to watch ...
MONSTERS VS ALIENS !!!
in 3D !!! :D
hehehehehe
It was kinda nice :D despite my glasses being scratched by the 3D glasses.
Thats one of the bad things of owning glasses :/
Oh well, after we watched the show,
We talked a bit... until around 6.45
then all of us headed home .
Kinda boring I should say.
I shall post the pictures tomorrow or whenever I feel like it.
Cuz apparently, the pics are stored in the other computer :P
HAHAHAA.
Oh well, I updated !!!So SOME PPL should be happy abt it :)
Okay, I'll end here .
Bye bye !!!!

SUBWAY ! EAT FRESH :D

2009-05-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

My 70 cent McDonald's ice cream :)
Shalyn eating her subway :D
Valerie was actually looking at Shalyn while eating her cookie :P
My subway meal :D with 2 cookies :D

Hi !
Im nnow here to update
Due to the no. of tests that have pass by,
I finally have to time to sit back and relax for a bit
The only paper that is left is Science.
And hopefully, I won't do badly in it :))
anyways, after the history exam yesterday,
I went to Tampines with Shalyn and Valerie to eat brunch :D
well, sort of ....
so, we ended up going to sub way to eat:D
and then we started chatting there...
after that , we walked around a bit...
I WANTED BLUE ROSEN 2ND SERIES BOOK 2 !!!
akira looked dam cute in the front cover !!!
oh, and shalyn still owes me my blue rosen book 3 :)
Im waiting ...
we walked and walked and talked ...
ALOT.
till we went to McDonald's :D
and talked... again ...
There was this sorta .. gay guy sitting next to valerie and he was like ... singing ...
and its freakin GAY !!!
oh ya, there was another gay guy near the MRT .
he was like giving flyers out .
and his outfit was like ... OMG.
and his voice too , girly XD
anyways, when we reached McDonald's, I ate the 70 cent ice cream :D
whoohoo !!!
Its cheap !!!
:D hahahahaha
soon, we realised it was already 4.45
so valerie took a different bus while I took 38 with shalyn
I reached home... really tired.
I bathed and ate my dinner that my mom made for me out of left overs ...
poor thing right ?
sigh .. oh well.
Here are the pictures ^^
see you guys next week :D
TAG REPLIES:
Shalyn:Oh yah ? well, stop accusing me on my blog !!!waahhh !!!!(=3=)
Sinhuay: Oi !!! >.<
Yingying: Ok ok Im sorry , u should tell shalyn to stop wrongly accusing me !!! Its very saddening u know !!! I agree !!! we should settle this matter in real life !!! stop using my tagboard as a communication through different parts of singapore thingy >.<

2009-05-10T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hello world !!!
As you all can see, I have uploaded a weird video :D
Its soo cool !!!
hahaha, Well I was bored.
And had practically nothing else better to do other than studying
Which I hate .
So, yup . Might as well waste my time :))
Hehehe.
TAG REPLIES !!!

Shalyn+Yingying: Hey, I meant that when yingying goes on business trips to japan, she can take us there with her :D and plus , she may have already become a world famous translator !!! hohoho!!!!

Shalyn: yaya, wat can I do ?! I LOVE JUNJOU ROMANTICA !!! btw, on the wants list, the point "MISAKI" was already there XD hahahaha

Sarah: Hello !!! :D hahahaha

A new change:)

2009-05-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello !!!
I haven't posted for .. a while..
OH, I just changed my blogskin :)
Taken a long long time to do that XD
once, the total page just changed and i had to reedit every single detail all over AGAIN !!!
See, thats why I don't like changing skins...
sickening...
Anyways, my current blogskin is Misaki and Usagi-san.
Its something like the one Shalyn made for me :D
hey Shalyn, can u make me another one ?!
PLS PLS PLS :D
Oh btw, I changed my picture as well !!!
I found it on Sinhuay's blog :D
Apparently, the chicopeh was taking random pictures of ppl who are studying XP
hahahahahahahahaHeres another picture that I just love !!!
ahem ahem .. well, its seems that shalyn's phone was part of the picture :P
hahaha, its like we're advertising for a phone :D
hahahahahahahahaha
Oh well, I have to go now.
I need to study -.O
study study study......
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The missing pictures

2009-04-26T00:01:00.000-07:00

Hello !!!
FINALLY !!! I GOT THE PICTURES !!!
I've been searching everywhere for that dam card reader!!
luckily I found it -.O
After ... a few days :D
hohoho.
Anyways, here are the pictures :D
from JY's house visit and SYF preperation :D
NICE HAIR !!! :D
Nicollette and Charlene . the "pre" makeup.
JY's female dog. her name is coco :))
His house is HUGE isn't it ?! O.o JY is playing devil may cry ... lol

Jy's house o.o?

2009-04-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hello !!!
Today was... play ... I guess
Well, school was ok, nothing much happened.
After school, I walked home and surprisingly, 4 ppl were walking together XD
Me, Jy, wen han and ryan shan .
Weird right ?
After that, I decided to go over to Jiayao's house for a bit :D
I tell you, once you step into his house, its like a completely different world !!!
Well, almost XD
Quite grand I should say :))
Oh, and Ryan Shan came along too.
JY's dogs are really cute as well :D
He has a female shit zu[forgot how to spellXD] and a male Jack russel terrier .
It was kinda normal ... all we did was just watch TV
and look at JY play Devil may cry [video game]
LOL, kinda boring right ?
Oh well, at least I made it home safely :P
His house was like so far away from bds that I almost got lost ... ALMOST !!!
Due to my not so good sense of direction -.O but thank god I had good common sense :)
Anyways, I can't upload the pictures YET !!!
becuz I can't find the card reader for my memory card =.=
I forgot where my brother put it.
Oh, and theres a tagger called "passer-by" well, I don't have anything against him/her.
So ya, since I dont know the person I might as well forget it .
can't spammers these days be more creative and original ?!
I mean, wats the point of putting "passer-by" when every single spammer uses it anyway ?
It makes no difference.
I'll just take it that the person has some grudge against me or something.
Oh, and sorry to disappoint you, but Im not a bitch :)
I don't go around barking at ppl and start growling at the newspaper man do I ?
I go to a proper school and have proper education.
Even though having the thought of being brought up by a pack of wolves sounds cool :D
Wat ?! dogs and wolves are related right ?! in some wat way ...
I'll just end my post here. Im too tired from quarreling with JY about whether a not "Oh my gosh" is a slang from "Oh my god" =.=
Hahahaha .

we got .....

2009-04-22T02:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD !!!
im in such a super dee duper good mood today,
U know why ?!
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GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR SYF 2009 :D
amazing isn't it ?
I thought at most we'll get gold only :))
we are the first in bds history to get gold with honours :D
and we're proud of it :))
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
at least the CCA points are good :) LOL.
and best of all.... IM PROUD OF IT !!!
all the hard work we have all put in have paid off !!!
Dancing bear footed and bearing the pain of the floor scrapping against our soles,
The eye bags that have suddenly appeared under our eyes for no apparent reason of staying up and practicing ...
The horrible feeling of waking up first thing in the morning and go straight to school ...
Sacrificing our holidays while everyone else is at home enjoying their free time ...
IT HAS ALL PAID OFF !!! WE ARE FREE !!! :D
and Im now slacking my way on my computer :P hahahaha
Well, thats all there is too it .
Just now Huiyi was scolding me to go to hell cuz her CCA wasnt the best anymore X_X
She's really pissed off ... I think I dont feel like going to school tomorrow now XD
okok, Im done.
Pictures will be posted next time
SYONARA DESU !!! ;)

SYF IS OVER !!!!

2009-04-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hey hey !!!
I havent updated for a while ... okay..
A LONG WHILE !~!
hahaha.
well, I didn't have to mood to actually post something ...
oh well, I'll just recap on the important points :)
we, the chinese dancers have been having syf training since I don't know when
and we had to dance bear footed till our soles of our feet were tearing apart ,
waking up soo soo soo early in the morning just to practice,
and staying up late at night to continue on training.
tiring isn't it?
well, now we don't have to worry anymore !!! :D
becuz ...... SYF IS OFFICIALLY OVER :D
but we are all praying desperately to get gold .
becuz all the other CCAs [including modern dance.. ahem ahem ...]
got silver and bronze... but NO GOLD D:
so now we're being burdened by this huge responsibility of getting gold...
sad ....oh well, the good news is ... we didn't have much mistakes and stuff :)
and nicollette didn't scew up most of her parts :D GOOD !!!
but too bad some one ahem ahem is too ahem FAT . [except for me that is ;)]
I had to spend I dont know how many practices with her and tolerating her stupid comments and stuff.
*sigh* ITS FINALLY OVER .... THANK GOD !!!!
I'll post tje pictures once I find them that is .....
Oh well, anyways, SYF is officially over and we can now RELAX :D
syonara ppl !!! :D

Romeo and juliet :)

2009-03-29T01:38:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday shyna :D
Hello hello .
Today , Im officially spending the rest of the day on the computer :)
Oh btw, I just finished Tora Dora ! and it rocks XD
The ending is so sweet, but funny of course :)
I bet valerie will like it .
Too bad she's waiting for all the episodes to come out before watching it.
But all the episodes have come out already ,
so she would be happy about it I guess :P
Now, Im starting off with a new anime which I have been dying to watch for a long time
Unfortunately I couldn't find the episodes ...
Now I can :D
It is called "RomeoXJuliet" the starting song is "U raise me up"
but in japanese, and sung by a woman.
And it rocks even more than the english version XP
Its soooo sweet the story and plot setting ... everything is so ... Shakespeare :P
Oh, and William Shakespeare himself is inside as well :P hahahahaha
Well, I am just gonna enjoy the rest of my evening next to my computer .
Syonara Desu ;P
PS: Theres a picture of shyna on top :D next to her is Athena[ paul frank] and shalyn :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & SHYNA!!!

2009-03-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!
& of course ... SHYNA !!!
:D
Today, nothing much happened.
I think Im gonna spend to rest of my birthday on my own ...
So sad ...
*sniff sniff*
Nobody wants to accompany me on my birthday ...
*sigh*
Had chinese dance in the morning , I danced till my whole leotard was wet XD
And that bloody fat bitch complained to me abt it
[cuz there is 1 part of the dance which involves putting hands around each other]
And she complain complain complain abt my back
cuz it was sweaty and she doesnt want to get her hands dirty =.=
she ONLY say that to me loh .
the rest of the dance crew were just as sweaty as me and she has to complain only to ME ?
wat the freakin hell is her problem man >.< ?!
So particular ... No wonder got no BF.... oh wait, thats not the only point XP hahahahaha
Anyways, just so u know, she only sucks up to the other sec 3's and some of the sec 2's
due to her being a "wanna-be".
she obviously wants to be in their group loh ... WELL JUST TOO BAD !!!
Enough of silly problems ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!! :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Baby Ryan's story :]

2009-03-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hello world !!!
Today, I went to my grandparents house.
And well, most of my younger cousins are there
Btw, Im the 4th oldest in my father's side of my cousins:P
While Im the youngest on my mother's side XD
lol, funny right ?!
No wonder I get along well with my frens younger siblings XD
Maybe cuz Im just like one of them ... hmm....
anyways, this is a video of one of my cousins ,
His name is Ryan. Well, my second bro's name is ryan too,
but we just call my cousin BABY ryan :) to differentiate both of them :D
Anyways, remember the time when u were a little kid and always liked hearing stories?
but loved to tell them even more ?!well, heres a very ... very good example of that :P
Wat my uncle says, baby ryan can watch a 2hour movie,
and narrate it for 2hours as well XD
Amazing isn't it ?! lol, his pronunciation and use of english isnt THAT great,
but at least its interesting :P
and best of all.....HE'S SOOO CUTE XP
U can't help but think that he may grow up to be a lawyer or politician with his stories :P
And ya, thats wat my uncle says as well -.o
hahahahahahaha, anyway, enjoy the video... its really cute :D

PS: 6 more days before ...
PSS: I GOT MY NEW SPECS :D
PSSS: see you all tomorrow !!!

Wat happened in this week ?!

2009-03-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

A pic of me with my broken specs XP wahahaha
Hello Hello !!!
Today, my glasses broke... again ...
Its the 4th time already this week ...
It started on the cross country,
I broke it in the car, accidentally.
so I used super glue to fix it :D but it kept on breaking -.O
So the lenses could not be used anymore.
Im gonna get my new specs soon :)
Although I prefer my old one, more comfortable :)
oh, and the degree is higher @_@
I feel like the floor is rising :Phahahahahaha
btw, I can't show the cideo, cuz I accidentally deleted it by mistake XD
Sorry ... I guess I have to ask richie or royce to send it to me again :P
*sigh* I had to go through 4 days of intense chinese dance camp :/
And my whole body is so painful ... I suddenly feel like im old ... hahaha
I havent even completed my hw, I dono how to do the gong han.... sian lah ...
I had to borrow chinese writting paper from jian hao during dance cuz I forgot to bring mine back :P how forgetful of me ...
Anyways, I hope to see everyone on the coming week ahead :))
Currently obsessed with ghost whisperer :D its so cool !!!
Well, I missed too many episodes to count anyway.
So ya, see u all soon :))
PS: 7 days to go before ...
PSS: I have a new post on my other blog :) go check it out.

Google is so advanced :)

2009-03-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps :D
Today, Im in a really really super duper good mood.
Because, I have found some very entertaining stuff online.
All thanks to google :D*sinister smile*
anyways, this information is very confidential, so ya,
Im not gonna tell ya wat it is :P
anyways, for the video , u have to wait until I come back from CCA which ends very very late at night :X
so, be patient :))
I can't wait until school reopens :D
cuz, I can't wait to see everyone !!!
And of course, skip CCA .
*ahem ahem* due to some *ahem* ppl and idiots in my CCA *cough cough*
So ya, U guessed it :))
oh, and when I come back, I have many many things to say as well.
About "U know who is from my CCA which of course u know"
And of course ... NOT about "that woman"
Well, I have to go for my CCA now .
Gotta run :D
Goodbye !!!

tired tired

2009-03-14T05:27:00.000-07:00

Hola !!!
Today, nothing much happened, except for tuition.
Azra asked me to post a video, so yah ...
I'll post it tomoro cuz I can't find my phone ... :P
Anyways, I was soo tired today that I couldn't even get out of bed D:
My whole body was like ... dead...
On the day of the X-country, I ran like .... xiao !!!
then sin huay ran the rest of the run and we got 7th place for the sec2 girls :D
Muuahhh, I wanted to take a pic of the medal but ya, Im lazy.
Straight after that, had SYF all the way to 6+++ :/
I was so tired after that ...
oh, and the Chingay shirt was so huge for me that it looked like a potato sack :D
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
Oh,btw, there seems to be a Ghost in my house.
The Tv suddenly onned by itself today 3 times I think
and the heater onned itself too.
well, my father thinks its just a short circuit.
But I still think theres a ghost here !!! :D
Its so cool :D anyway, I believe its a good ghost.
I was just using the computer when it turned the TV on just now :X
hahahaha hope it doesn't waste electricity .... a lot of $$$ :P

SYF is killin me !!!

2009-03-06T22:48:00.001-08:00

DROWING - BACKSTREET BOYS
Yohoo !!!
Yesterday, I had to stay back for Chinese dance all the way to 10pm D:
sooo tired today.
somemore had tuition at 11 am....
My whole body wants to just drop dead on the floor ...
UUggghh... I feel like Im ALREADY dead...
semi-dead that is. my head is still working... for now.
On monday, they booked the sports hall for us to practice SYF... again!!!
I feel like ... ya ... dying .... or maybe just being unconsciuos so that my mind
can escape from this harsh reality of having to wake up on monday ...=.=
Btw, I missed the PTM today due to my tuition :D good news at least.
Oh oh, and the funny thing abt yesterday was that...
we had to make expressions , u know,
when u go for theater performances, the dancers have to smile smile smile :)
so yah, we had to have the "smile" lol,
I smiled so much during the whole practice till my face can't even move a muscle ...
hahahahahahahahahaha.....
lol, stupid i know, but kinda lamely funny :P
now, I would like to sign out with a song :D
its from backstreet boys :D its up there ^^^
U can also find it on the bottom of my blog at the song section :D
Im now gonna change all my japanese songs to english songs for this month :))
SYONARA ppl !!! :D
PS: lighting sucks
PSS: thunder sucks even more ...

happy birthday!!!

2009-02-26T01:20:00.000-08:00

I think U need to enlarge it to see it :/
Hello Hello :D
Today, is .... *drum rolls*
Yingying Layting and Wen han's birthday !!!:D
funny how we have triplets in the class :P
okok, so I gave yingying a code geass manga [fyi, which she LOVED:P]
and layting, a dolphin knecklace :D I thought it was kinda cute ... so I bought it :P
for wenhan... NOT TELLIN ...
Today was raining like crazy !!!
So by the time I went home, my shoes were both wet and soaked =.=
oh, thats cuz I walked home :X why must it rain TODAY ?!
btw, I saw jiayao on the way home . His umbrella was broken on one side.
So he was walking with a broken umbrella while hugging his dumb bag
so that his books wont get wet ... sheesh, all he cares abt is his books and study =.=
ahem ahem... so flash back, yesterday I had CCA.
and well, there was a rainbow when we were dismissed :D
And I haven't seen one since I was a little kid :P
I took a picture of it anyway...Quite cool :D
okok, anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGYING,LAYTING & WENHAN!!!! :D

History project :(

2009-02-24T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hello World :D
Today, went to Tampines to buy our stuff for History project.
But first, we had to complete at least a bit of it in class :D
Then me, sinhuay and Huiyi had to finish our "cheesycake" story :P
When me, Shalyn and huiyi left for tampines,
the rest stayed in class and sinhuay went for her netball.
We took bus 10 and dropped off. Well, we looked around for stuff and ya, no helping .
we decided to go to Comics collection . and guess wat ?!
they sell GRAVITATION poker cards :D
as many of u DON'T know , gravitation is a shounen-ai anime and it rocks !!!
[eventhough its kinda weird ...]
OMG i want to buy :D but I'll be wasting money $_$
shalyn's money faced illness is rubbing off on me :X
after all the walking around and stuff, we managed to get a few things ...
but NO beads ... so we went home.
well, we were bored and talk A LOT on the way home on bus.
me and shalyn are in the same catagory[a lot of "knowledge"] and huiyi ... a normal school girl.
well, huiyi is quite sarcastically hilarious sometimes :X
So on the bus, we were talking a whole lot and laughing until our stomachs hurt :P
ahem ahem... so ahlyn alighted first , followed by me then huiyi .
END OF STORY.
PS : I wouldn't mind getting GRAVITATION poker cards as a present :D someone buy it for me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PSS: any shounen-ai and yaoi will do ... as long as I like the anime :X GET IT FOR ME !!! I want it seriously bad !!! :/
PSSS: u guys can check out my new photos on my other blog :D just posted :)

Ahmad's proposal

2009-02-20T06:01:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello,
as I promised, heres the video on ahmad's proposal :X lol.
Its kinda slanted, cuz I couldn't rotate it :P
so yah, slant ur head if u want :D hahahahaha
Today was a terrible day sia ...
u know I told u guys abt that fucking bitch in my CCA?! well, most of u heard abt it ... Well, today, she was as bitchy as ever. we going to set off to the MRT ... before we left the dance school, she asked me to go get tissue paper for her as she had spilt ice cream on her .Being in a good mood, I got it for her .later on, she went to the toilet herself... why didnt she just get it then ?! she going toilet then go get it yourself lah ...after that, we on the MRT , she totally ignore me. then they were talking abt dono wat thing, so I contributed my opinion as I was bored... then she say " I never asked for your opinion" WFT lah !!! she got a fucking problem issit ?! Its not like she is the only one controlling the dam bloody conversation loh !!! wat a fucking ass hole . she think she very big isssit ?[well, she is freakin fat .. fatter than me :O] just standing up, already have spare tyre ... lol FATSO !!! such a bitch loh... and u know wat ?! her uniform only covers her fats, so she might not look that fat, but actually, when she wear her leotard[for chinese dance], she looks freakin fat !! I feel like slapping her face and just telling her how annoyingly irritating she is. i have made up my mind, before she graduates, im gonna tell her IN HER FACE that she is a freakin bitch and that I hated her all this while . Now im only controlling my hate for her so that it would not start a fight . OF COURSE I'LL WIN LUH !!! :Dand u know wat ?! her name is called VALERIE HO !!! [not valerie tang :P] she's sec3 and is a fucking bitch !!! go find her !!! hunt her down , molest her[which is not worth it] I dont care. do watever u like with her :)) hahahahahahahaha IN UR FUCKING FACE U MAJOR FUCKING BITCHY LOSER !!! GO GET A FREAKIN LIFE AND SHUT UR MOUTH GO FUCK SOMEWHERE ELSE LAH !!!

2 weird things ...

2009-02-19T00:39:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello :P
Today, 2 weird things happened ...
Firstly, Ahmad "proposed" to miss foo on a dare ... which is kinda weird...
But funny :P he used the feather duster @ the back of the classroom as a flower...
lol, anyways, he proposed and everyone ended up laughing haha.
then wenhan had to keep the duster, so I thought he caught the "flower".
and in the end, he scolded me and sakthi for laughing at him for that :P
WEN HAN IS GOING TO BE MARRIED NEXT :D
btw, I'll upload the video on ahmad's proposal next time :P
ahem ahem ... ok NEXT !!!
CHEWY HAS GONE MISSING !!!:O
but luckily,I found him behind the refrigerator ... lol.
I was in panic when I couldnt find him in his cage ...
someone opened the latch on his cage, so it became loose.
so Chewy[ being super duper spider hamster]climbed out of the cage with ease.
so it was that person's fault for opening his latch in the first place =.=
well, it wasnt the first time he tried to escape ...
when I discovered he can open the loose cage by himself, I quickly closed it :X
he really is very clever, who knows, he might be opening the front door and pressing lift buttons by the time I finish sec 2 XP LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
So, now that I have found him, I have safely closed his cage door and gave him his sunflower seeds. maybe he wants to explore the world :X lol .
CHEWY'S GREAT ESCAPE :D

Peranakan Museum pics

2009-02-12T03:34:00.000-08:00

As promised, the pics :Djocelyn on the bus :D
The peranakan table ware. very nice right ? Its a whole set :D
The maniquens there were like ... scary ....
All of us were obsessed with the stamp thingy :P
Come statue ... follow ME !!! :D

Peranakan Museum

2009-02-10T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hey hey ,
Yesterday went to peranakan museum :))
sooo fun, but today, I had a sore throat cuz I sang too much on the bus :/
and im like, super pissed today as well...
anyway, I'll post the pictures next time :) right now, I wanna sleep Zzz....
good night ppl .

Spider Hamster ?!

2009-02-05T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hola !!!
Since Im online .. I shall post yesterday's pictures :D Han rong and his cake :D dixon and half of ahmad in the photo as well :))
Richie's burt cookies :X wahahaha XD

Since i was bored ... I made a video of Chewy[my hamster] and me :D
the future marvel comic's spider hamster!!! :P
he has many ticks :D
Enjoy :))

Han rong's birthday ?! O.o

2009-02-04T06:05:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello !!!
Long time never post :D
Too bad I can't upload the playing pretend part 2 video.
hehehe .
anyways, today was HAN RONG'S BDAY :DBut first ... F&N !!!
i was sooo freakin pissed with DARYL CHUA
cuz he was always absent and he doesnt give fucking dam abt his useless work...
so even if he FAILS F&N ... He doesnt care !!!
well, for me, I slack a lot I know ... but I wanna pass ALL my subjects this year.
so I cant take ANY chances ...
but he's always taking me for granted and gaining grades all cuz I do the the work for him !!!
so Im sick of it and now the teacher finally allowed me to change partners !!!
Im now partnering Shyna and valerie. [3 ppl] sooo freakin happy seh :D
oh oh, and we baked peanut butter cookies [sounds nice right ?] but they very cheap skate ... the peanut butter ... is chopped nuts .. and the egg, is only 2 tbspoon... wtf ?!
oh and the best part is ...
Richie and Ryan eng's cookies were burt :X like literally BLACK !!!
hahahahaha and sakti's one looked like bird shit :P
and finally when we got back to class.... we saw han rong with his BIRTHDAY CAKE :D
Or AKA .... CAKIIEE :D hahaha me and yingying always say that :))
okok. to end my post,
I would like to wish that Eva[from Magnum cermercial] "impersonator" a very happy birthday !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANRONG AKA SHYNA'S SON :P HAHAHAHAHAHA:D

Playing pretend part 2 :))

2009-01-22T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello !!!
Today Im super duper tired . Just got back practice.
Tomoro still have Chingay ... sian . I wanna die liao.
My legs might suddenly give way tomoro during CNY performance :/
hahahahahahahaha .
oh yes, abt the title ... I went to Debbie's house(AGAIN?!)
And in the end ... ended up playing with her younger sisters :D
yes yes, we were playing teacher and student (AGAIN?! x2)
hahaha, so Im going to upload the video in my next next post ok :D

Chingay !!!

2009-01-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

Chi Wei sewing his cloth :D a perfect housewife image :X hahahaha
Hola !!!
Today had to go for Chingay practice ...
Sooo tiring !!!
plus plus, only me, charlene and nicollette came !!!
from bds that is . the rest of them never come .
so bad !!! not fair leh !!! some more ah, when I called Johana's hp, Yuting answered it -_-
Wtf ?! stupid lah, and there is the attitude problem bitch lah. like I fren u dont fren u that kinda fucking thing one .
I want to conceal her information for the sake that she is from Chinese dance.
oh oh, and remember I'll tell u all abt my investigation?! well, there are 2 gays in my condo
"According" to my mom who says other ppl also saw them .
one of them is Angmoh[around 50 claimed by mom] and the other is chinese [around 40]
so I want to unmask the truth for the sake of ... FUN :D ahahaha
I'll report asap. so far .. no clues :/ found out the kitchen lights are on though:))
PS: ppl , pls support Chingay @ city hall :D

Playing Pretend :)

2009-01-11T03:48:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello !!!
I was extremely bored .
so I went to Debbie's house to play with Darelene and Daphne :D
hahaha , guess children like me a lot :P still dont know why.
Maybe cuz Im just as childish as them :D hahahahahaha
Watch the video . Both of them were so cute :P
We were playing teacher and student . Daphne[Miss Cheong] was the teacher and me and Darelene were the student :P
Try to make out wat we were saying :)
PS : 00:20-00:30 were facing the ceiling , so u can skip it if u want to .
PSS: Daphne was trying to cane us in the back of the video. so , ya a clue :)
PSSS: Im conducting a investigation right now . I'll report abt it in the next post ;)

CCA FAIR

2009-01-09T02:00:00.000-08:00

Hola !!!
Today was the CCA fair !!! :D
I performed . lucky some ppl never get to see !!! hahahaha !!!
okok , so after we performed, we had to ask ppl to join right ?
so we asked and asked . I only got 2 ppl :/
Sian ... why dont wanna join ?! =.=
Bakayaro ... and somemore,
the Modern dance ppl always grab from us !!!
fuck them lah !!! they think their very sexy issit ?
well, only some .... yah . the rest are good ppl :) but some are just irritatingly irritating.
and jaipei, Isabelle,Karen, and Hsin Rui come and help us out :D so nice :P
then I saw colourful wolf , chua and Christopher downstairs while I was asking ppl to join :P
Well, it has been a tiring day and all of us are really tired . right ?!
Well I know I am :D
Syonara ppl :D
Stay happy :X

Chinatown new year celebration :)

2009-01-03T07:57:00.000-08:00

Hola !!! :D
just came back from Chinatown new year celebration :D
hahaha, too bad some of u might have missed it .
I performed :D well, most of Bedok south chinese dance performed .
soooo tired .... and my legs are aching
I wore a high heeled dancing shoe which made my feet suffer while I was dancing ...
*sigh* luckily, everything's over and im enjoying my free time on the computer :P
hahaha , and I cant wait to go back to school again :)
not cuz of school, but cuz I wanna see my friends :D
miss them, even after a few days :P
I didnt get to spend enough time with them :/
well, I enjoyed myself today performing on stage :D
Now the next one is the Chingay parade !!! muuahhhh !!!!

New Year :)

2008-12-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

Hello ppl !!!
Its the new year :D
hahaha , suddenly I feel so happy.
for one reason that I get to see my friends at school on friday :))
yay !!! I miss'em
anyways, I hope everyone is having a great time :D
and a very HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
oh yes, I still need to make my new year resolution ...
well, I dont think I can think of any :X
hahahahahaha , so just forget it :)
I'll make this post short becuz I wanna sleep Zzz....
tired seh. okok bye bye everyone !!!
Happy New Year :D

Garage sale :D

2008-12-27T20:20:00.000-08:00

Hello world :D
In currently in debbie's house using her laptop :)
Lucky me :D hahahaha
Tomoro I have chinese dance practice, so ya,
if ur finding me, call before 10am or after 6pm :)
Can't believe still have practice even though our camp already ended...
sian lah, my head is already going to explode ....
Too much thinking already...
Chinese dance sucks sometimes , and I get sick of going to practice .
AARRGGHHH !!!
oh yes yes, yesterday had a garage sale , and I sold some of my rubbish :D
too bad most of them are still at home in a corner or something ... too bad.
at least I made some profit from my rubbish :)) hahaha .

2008-12-24T07:44:00.000-08:00

Helloooo !!!
today is christmas EVE
currently waiting for the clock to strike 12 .
so that its christmas :D
WHOOO HOO !!!
Ho Ho Ho :D
this years christmas , to me is surprisingly unsurprising.
I dont know why either. its like " its just another christmas"
but usually, I'll be like " yay !!! " and go all crazy and stuff.
weird .... O.o maybe not in the mood.
anyways, since we're talking abt christmas, we're talking abt gifts :D
all of u dont need to worry,
cuz my first on my wishlist is something which is quite impossible
well, today had a mini gathering at deb's .
I received a hair pin from hilary and a shirt from debbie :Dyay !!!
wahahaha, I might be receiving more presents tomorow !!! hahahaha .
btw, happy birthday yang yang:)
[not yingying, dont think I mistaken it ok:P]
ok thats all for now folks.
remember , wat goes around comes around. so keep giving !!! :D
hope u all have ur own ideal christmas, whether its cheesy or not :P
best of wishes and hope to see u all real soon :D
have a beautiful white christmas !!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!!! :D

hickeys?!

2008-12-21T22:16:00.000-08:00

Hola !!! Im back ... *cough cough*
still a bit sick though . but over all. IM OK !!!
okok , 2 legs 2 arms and 1 head .. im normal :D
WOOF !!!
okok , well, today I have practice from 4-6 ... still have arhh ?
Im gonna die soon ... somebody call the undertaker :X
*ahem*ok . well, today I was bored . so I decided to google up somethings .
and then the word "love bite" came to my mind .
now now , I know u all think Im thinking sick again arent u ?
well, to tell u all the truth, I dont really know how to actually plant a "love bite" on someone.
to put it simpler a love bite is a hickey .
most of u ignorant ppl out there wouldnt know and end up wanting to know but when I share my knowledge for the better good, u end up calling me a pervert .
ALL BECUZ U WANTED TO KNOW .
so know Im telling it all in my blog post :)
if u dont know wat a hickey is , go check it out on wikipedia .
type in "love bite " or "hickey " thats all u need to do .
well, personally I dont know how u actually do it . but they say u have to suck the skin to break the tiny blood vessels which then make the skin turn red. sounds simple ? ermm not so ...
I tried it a few times and it doesnt seem to work for me :X cuz u have to suck really hard and its super painful . but theres just a little bit of a funny feeling in it :P try it . Its kinda fun :P
btw , visit this website I found on google :http://www.wikihow.com/Give-Someone-a-Hickey
thats where i got the thing from .
well , gtg , cya all next time :)

sick sick ... cough cough

2008-12-20T19:37:00.000-08:00

Hello ppl ...
*cough cough*
Im currently sick.
But feeling much better than yesterday .
I couldnt even stand !!! so all I could do was lie down and sleep Zzz..
All day long ...
my whole body was burning up.
and I couldnt speak ... really ....
Plus, I havent down any of the newspaper articles yet . so I have to catch up.
I have no appetite ... cuz if I eat some thing... I'll puke :X
so yah, I felt horrible yesterday .
right now , I still can swallow down some instant cambell soup :)
thats good . cuz for the whole of yesterday , I ate nothin ... lol .
first time in my life :D AMAZING !!!
still feeling a bit giddy @_@ but overall , better :)
TAG REPLYS :
Shalyn: hey hey , feeling much better now :) btw , wat does porn have to do with me being sick ?! I got sick becuz of my vigourus dance camp from tuesday to friday . btw, 20 ppl from that dance school also got sick ... maybe the virus spread ?:/ *cough cough* still can't speak ..

Shounen-ai

2008-12-11T00:29:00.000-08:00

hello hello .
haven't blogged for quite a while ...
its currently raining heavily outside [lucky no thunder]
and im inside playing computer :)
since I have some free time ,I would like to talk abt my fav. shounen-ai anime :D
wahahaha , pls stay glued to the screen till I let u all go :))
first up ....
Kyou Kara Maou :D!!! Im currently obsessed with it these few days . its only a hint of shounen-ai between Yuuri, the "Maou" AKA his majesty and Wolfram [weird name rite ?!] according to their custom, slapping someone on their left cheek is a proposal. so they got engaged[accidentally]. Yuuri got sucked into another world one day and ended up in New Makoku where he is the so called "King" . from there, the story continues and his journey on become a great king becomes more and more interesting :) there are 3 seasons and A LOT of episodes. but I managed to watch until ep. 60. had a hard time finding ok !!!
Ok next, LOVELESS !!! one of my absolute favourites !!! I dont know if they have a second season though ... ok the story starts off when Ritsuka meets Soubi a so called "fighter" which initially was his older brother's[Seimei] fighter. usually if both master and fighter have the same birth mark, they are invincible. cuz their power is matched up. but ritsuka AKA loveless is Soubi's master's brother, so his power is cut in half. but the real deal is when Ritsuka finds out the reason behind his brother's death. and whether the Ritsuka now will change back to the "Ritsuka" 4 years ago. well, i think soubi and ritsuka are a perfect match :) btw, the chains are the restrictions that opponents put on their enemies to win "fights" :)
NEXT !!! my all time favourite and most loved .... JUNJOU ROMANTICA !!! I love it I love it I absolutely love it :D I love ALL the characters and funny things that they do :) I bet most of u heard me rattling on and on abt it. so u baisically know the whole summary . well, I'll just put the namings :
Hiro-san and Nowaki :P
Misaki and Usagi-san :D
Shinobu and Miyagi sensei :)
all of them are linked ... some way or another :P But my favourite couple is Misaki and Usaigi san . Misaki is sooo freakin cute sia !!!! >.<
okok , thats the end of my post :) hope to meet more shounen-ai and yaoi fans like me :D hahahahaha

Osaka desu :)

2008-12-03T07:09:00.001-08:00

Cool nee ?!
now u know why im like this :)
Spideyy's back in town :D
HARD ROCK CAFE !!!
Left , Left , Left Right Left :D hahahaha
Sunset :))

As promised :)
Here are the pictures .
Oh oh , go to this link to view my "professional" shots :D
Most of u don't know , but I changed my picture blog link .
FYI , Its on the lowest paragraph on the link section :) SOTONG :D
Go see nee ?!
if some of u still very blurr [like me XP] then here u go :
http://behind-mycamera.blogspot.com/
:)

@ Vivo :)

2008-12-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

Groupie anyone :D

South Park Hilary style ?! cool :DLol, we saw this in orchid ,we were all surprised O_O guess they even have it for christmas :P Naughty ir Nice ?! heh heh heh.ask me for more details :D

Hola ppl !!!
I came back from vivo ... no no no wait, erm ...
vivo first, then bugis, then orchid :)
ya, thats it :D
it was a long trip :) hahaha .
I went with megan and hilary :)
we watched "wild child" and ate lunch @ vivo.
then i wanted to go kinokuniya in bugis to check if my LOVELESS come out yet :D
Im planing on buying the whole collection eventhough its in chinese -_-""
then went to orchid to buy some stuff .
btw, we came across Kumar two times !!!
you know the funny sorta gay guy on arts central last time ?!
yup thats him :) and his walk, wah !!! like cat walk like that !!!
dam original seh !!! :D hahahahaha .
and we printed photos . so cool, its nice they have machines to print photos from hps :D
btw , I'll post the osaka photos next time when I have space :)
so for now ,
SYONARA DESU :D

Osaka desu :D

2008-11-28T04:53:00.000-08:00

Hi ! Minna !!! :D
Im back !!! miss me ?! hahahaha .
I went to OSAKA ...
Where ppl and bicycles live side by side...
where the things they sell are expensive, but good...
and where every corner u turn ...
You'll always find a vending machine right next to u:)
hahahaha. I also went to universal studios.
It was nice... but Disneyland and Disneysea are better :))
my 18 yr old bro, Ryan, got passed off as a 11 yr old kid !!!
The tickets are cheaper $_$
Too bad my other bro,Rayner[ 20 years old] never come.
Most of the rides there where all quite boring .
and the ques were soooo long !!!!
but it was ok .
There was only one real ride *_*
It was a mini roller coaster !!!
It lasted pretty short though ... too bad :P
I screamed my head off !!!
Off course not the high pitched type of screaming like huiyi like that :P haha
Just my normal voice :P My high pitch scream cannot come out .hahahaha
wah.. that one was good :) and btw, I saw all the school uniforms .quite nice :)
The temperature there was freezing !!! ok well, not THAT cold ... but still cold !!!
btw, usually, the price for yen now is 30 cents more than last yr !!!
now the rate is : $1.60 =1 yen.
Its expensive u know !!! >:[
oh btw, I'll post all the pics in the next post :)
I wanna read my yaoi now :D
Missed it sooo much .
Hontouni :) so don't interrupt me :D wahahaha
*grabs book ... read read*
*looks up ... glasses reflected light ... SHINE SHINE... heh heh heh ...*
To Be Continued ....

OSAKA HERE WE COME :)

2008-11-24T08:18:00.001-08:00

Hola !
Im now in the departure lounge in changi airport :)
On holiday to OSAKA des ;D!!!
WHOOO HOO
anyway, Hope to see u all soon :)
Nothing nice to say anyway .... :P
Hahahaha, ok , final words, ...
I hope I have enough money to buy gifts :P
and pls don't msg me for the time being.
or try to restrain:P
Its very EXPENSIVE :P
okok , I have to go now :)
I feel like crying ...
*sniffsniff*
*grabs tissue ... BLOOW ....*
Ok ok , bye bye guys :))

SYONARA DESU ;D

Jocelyn's birthday party

2008-11-18T02:42:00.000-08:00

sinhuay, huiyi and me on MRT home :))

singing .. LA LA LA :D we were sitting on the floor :P

The otah's that Valerie ate :D hahaha

I like this pic , cuz Yingying looks freakin cute !!! and of course, i managed to get a piece of sin huay :P

Jocelyn and the rest singing, if u look closely, jocelyn's mouth is opened :D hahaha cool right ?

Hola !

hey ppl , today was Jocelyn AKA Jou-chan's birthday !!!

so she had a karaok party at SRC[singapore recreational club]

Ok ,I met Shalyn at the MRT, then we both met huiyi and sinhuay on the train .

But we got lost in finding them :P

Cuz we thought they were at the back of the train ... so we ran all the way back .

then when we got off, they were actually at the FRONT of the train... wu liao rite ???

so , another thing was that , we all thought that the exit was below ... so we went down to find ...

Oh , it was just another MRT link .... :X

so we went ALL the way up ... hahaha funny seh ...

Then ... we SET OFF !!! pass traffic lights ... a few :)

and we reached our destination . I went to SRC a couple of times ...

But I didnt know it was THAT big !!!

so, we then ate out lunch... no one touched the weird looking rice :P

and we sang a couple of songs :D Jocelyn's mom, brother andgrandma came.

But they left to give us some privacy :)

so sang and sang and it was soo fun !!!

oh btw ,to see the "professional" pics that I took at hil's party, click on "every second counts :)"

pls enjoy the pics on top :)

Ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN :D

Hilary's BBQ

2008-11-15T04:27:00.000-08:00

Hola !
Today went to Hilary's BBQ party :D
at her uncle's place lah .
quite fun
Victoria and Kar Man :)
Together with her classmates :Wendy, Fu Shan and Jean.
We met up first and then took bus to meet Kar Man @ park way .
then when we went to the functions room to carry stuff to BBQ pit.
when we got there , we started the fire and then went to swim :D
swim swim swim !!!
ate lunch after we swam for a while .
I took a few pics btw .
Hilary and Kar Man were finding and chasing down Lionel.
Cuz he also happens to live in that area .
but too bad we couldn't get him :(
swma for a bit more and took more pics :D
we then went to bathe . and then me, hilary and karman
went up to the pen house first cuz I had to leave early .
but not before looking at the awesome view :)
Look look look then went home .
I had tuition at 4.30 pm .
Almost fell asleep Zzz ....
Oh and btw , now its time to "repay" Jia Yao for wat he did :D
I called up a few guys and had my information :) Now its the time for action.
Pls refrain from asking anything right now .
I will reveal all when my brilliant plan has worked :)
MUUAAHHHHH ....
*ahem ahem*

The truth behind the spammer ..

2008-11-12T04:57:00.000-08:00

Hola !
The truth, Or a lie ?
Who is that impersonator on HZ's blog ?
who impersinated huiyi, and a few other ppl ...
INCLUDING ME !!! i mean, Im ORIGINAL.
right ?
I aint gonna lose to some impersonator !!!
But the case is still under investigation ...
well, sort of ...
but its hard to know who when the impersonator didnt say anything intruding:P
So , Its pretty weird...
Still suspecting ppl though .
at first we all thought it was HZ herself,
but i guess she's pretty clueless herself :P
so,all we are figuring out now are,
wat is the TRUTH behind those LIES ....

Sick ....

2008-11-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

Hola!
*cough cough*
*AHH CHEEW...*
*sniff sniff*
I've been sick for the pat two days,
And Im really surprised I can actually post right now ...
I had a bad fever yesterday, and wore like ...2 layers ?!
It seemed like it was winter :P
Then in the middle of the night...
It rained... really heavily
and there was lighting and thunder,
And some of u already know ...
anyway, It was really cold.
then today,My fever got a little better...
But I had stomach flu? okay, I donno wats that.
but my mom said i had it, so , just believe...
well, I didnt have any appetite ... Weird O_o
However, I dont want to go any further,
cuz I might make the rest of u sick ... :D
Like THAT will ever happen !!!!
*sniff sniff*
*grabs tissue ... bloww ......*

Chinse Dance is KILLIN me !!!

2008-11-07T07:05:00.000-08:00

Hola !
*sigh*
These fews days have been tiring ...
I have Chinese Dance practice on:
Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday[for Chingay]
and its sucking all the life outa me !!!
but, we have to get ready for SYF next year.
Plus, have practice next Tuesday IN SCHOOL !!!
tsk tsk, too much to do ...
I've just manage to find "The Alchemist"
It was VERY anooying.
Hilary accompanied me to Tampinese Library to search for the book.
Thanks a lot Hilary !!! ;)
and we were like running around like MAD !!!
it was like war in the library!!!
except no books flying around :)
and I've just finished reading half of the book .
So far its really good .
Looks like the author has written some books too and their good :D
oh and thanks to bryson too [unwillingly]
Cuz i called him last minute when i thought I lost my ERP list:P
and he was abt to go to school for something :P
Well, he's nice ... SOMETIMES.
Oh, and btw, I cut my hair :)
Much easier to tie now ,
Cuz all the dried ends have been cut off.
I cut of like ... around 6 inches :P
Quite a lot, but I don't really care ....
Believe it or not,
when i was a kid, I used to have staright bangs :P
well, its up to ur imagination ...
I know mine's BIGGER :D

IT Course

2008-11-03T22:42:00.000-08:00

Hola !
Yesterday had IT course.
Stupid lah, not many ppl came.
Sad ...
It was pretty boring,
Cuz the computer's were old and it took a long time to load.
And FINALLY when it was lunch time,
it rained ...
so , me, yingying,huiyi and sin huay
were caught in the rain on the way back ... :P
and the umbrella kept on hitting my head :P
hahaha , we managed to get back to school.
In one piece that is :D
and one of the umbrella's wouldn't close...
lol, I made up something dumb about the umbrella:D
Okay, that is all for today.
Cuz there's practically nothing nice to talk abt :P

Loveless&Neopets

2008-10-30T00:04:00.000-07:00

Hola !
I was at home playing the com mostly the whole day...
so I played NEOPETS !!!
i know its stupid , but i already have an account :D
and the games are fun too :))
They have CHEAT you know !!!
well , no one to play with , so play with the computer :P
It was much much easier than playing with the girls :P
and the computerised version is ... pretty dumb :P
Seriously ... VERY DUMB !!!
it was easy gettin the highest :P
and btw , LOVELESS !!!!
its sorta like a yaoi anime ,
but actually is shounen-ai :D
I bough the book 1-3
lucky i chose the ones without stickers :P
but unfortunately, it was in chinese ...
I wish it was in english loh .
Then i could understand the whole thing better :D
But i still cannot believe that they sell shounen-ai manga in Singapore.
I mean, I didnt know they actually allow it to be sold here !!!
But im still happy i bought it :P
Even though I have a big hole in my pocket ...
Dont worry ! Christmas is coming followed by New Year !!!
More Ang Pows are coming my way !!!! :D
hahahahahahahahaha !!!

Blaeu Rosen :D

2008-10-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hola !
Just ate dinner
Im satisfied :D
Today went TM with mummy
bought a few things :))
I got my white flats !!!
Hurray !!!
and my mangas:D
Stupid lah, last time i tried to buy Blaue Rosen 3,
They say its unsuitable for young ?!
I mean , I already read the manga on internet
and there was NOTHING !!!
ok ,not exactly NOTHING ,but as in there was NO sexual preferences !!!
Even though the cover was HOT !!!
:D I agree :D very hot :)
Ok u wouldnt wanna see my face right at now ,
Cuz u wouldnt wanna know :D kekekeke
ok , then i stumbled upon "WANTED"
the new one-shot that was written by the author of Vampire Knight !!!
Gosh , i HAD to buy it :)
lucky had enough $$$
I bought Blaue Rosen 5 and WANTED :)
after that went home ,
took out my manga and started reading :))
Anyway , thanks for helping me Shalyn :D
I really wanted the book :D
But i can't buy it cuz of the
"BEEP and BEEP and BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP ..."
you get wat i mean :)

Jie Jie and Yaokang's wedding :D

2008-10-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

The lion dance:D
the groom checking his handphone for the answer:P smartYao Kang saying his "VOWS"
Me with the bride and groom :D
Me and Jin Jin :D my cousin
The groom and his xiong di :) after the limbo

Hey , watcha lookin at ?! (ryan and rayner :D)
The bride doing the hair :D
Hola !
25th October was such fun !!!
It was my cousin's wedding :D
haha .
I got to tekam the groom :D
wahahahahaha
Well , we had preparations first
Then the tekam consists of :
Limbo rock , the lion dance , and the vows :D
for the limbo rock , the xiong di and groom had to do limbo
the second stage was to lion dance and had to answer questions
by using the vege to form the answer :D
Yao kang donno the answer,
So he checked his hand phone :P hahaha smart sia !!!
then , the groom had to say the vows ?:D
haha very very funny :P
so after that had tea ceremony and stuff
and had a photo shoot :D
then at night had dinner !!!
the bride's dress was very cool :D
its red :)
to end my post , pls visit my other blog ,
every second counts , to view my other photos :)
Thanks :D
Congrats jie jie and Yao Kang :D

Last day at school ....

2008-10-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

Me and Fu Lao Shi :D
The guys :)
The gals :D

Hola !
Today was last day of school ...
very sad ....
I brought my autograph book !!!
hahahaha !!!
And we had a class party after a few hours !!!
Sooo fun !!!
Ok .. maybe not so ....
But before that , Rain took shalyn's potato chips ...
And a big fight started ...
But the worst thing is that Miss Foo never do ANYTHING !!!
NOTHING !!! absolutely NOTHING !!!
we told her abt the situation , then she say
"You know wat kinda person he is , dont bother ..."
Or something like that ....
but she just asks us to do nothing ....
At least Fu Lao Shi got the chips back .
During the party , we had PIZZA !!!
yay !!! It was tasty !!!:P
Then we went to com lab to do some drug searching thingy ...
Me and Ying ying were playing "playing with fire "
So fun , like the classic , Bomberman , except,
No kangaroo !!! :P
I used to play bomberman when i was young with my brothers:D
Then everyone went back to class
Another thing happened,
Daryl Wui got sent to the lion's den i think ...
lion's den : Miss Abraham[she looks like lion :P]
Cuz he went to hit Han Rong with his bag .
It ws very painful , he was tearing up....
But he got wat he deserved , always bullying ppl
And miss foo always giving in to him ... BIASED !!!!
Anyway , the pics are on top :) enjoy

Bye everyone !!! See ya all next year ;) Gonna miss every single one of u !!! :D

second last day of school ...

2008-10-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hola !
Today had Chinese dance, OUCH ?!
My head hurts too...
Cuz we had to learn a new dance.
*Scratches head ...*
Trying to remember ... ai yah , forget it .
Oh yah btw ,
Tomorow's the last day of school !!!
Whoo hooo !!!!
But I still have CCA .
so , not so good ....
anyway , I have changed my skin ,
And it was made by SHALYN !!!
thanks soo much :D
I LOVE IT !!!
JUNJOU ROMANTICA ROCKS !!!
Oh, and brought back report card ,
Im still wondering why my literature is soo good .
hmm ... maybe cuz I talk well ?
My English oral is very good :P
hahaha , maybe ....
what do u think ?!
hmm .....

2008-10-18T02:17:00.000-07:00

Your voice , was low and quiet...
But had a certain tone to it.
Until I , had really started to fall for it...
The clock ticking , time was running out...
If only I had just one more day ,
No , one more second with you ,
I wouldn't have regretted it .
But you , just hanged up .
With no right , nor reason .
Until I , already on the verge of tears ,
really did start to cry.
It wasn't because of that second ,
It wasn't because of fate ,
It was because ....
Your sweet voice ,
Made my whole body tremble in fear .
Fear of never hearing that voice again .
And I never did .
That second had passed through time ,
I put down the phone ,all had ended .
I just sat there , And cried.
Although I knew nothing I did could reverse time.
If I knew this day would come ,
I would've treasured every second with you .
But I guess ....
Life's just not fair.
..........................................
I got up from my seat ,
there you were ,
going on with life like as if nothing had happened .
While I ,
seemed to be invisible to you .
As I ran up to you , you only seemed to be
getting further and further away from my reach.
That was when , I realised ,
that I had already faded from your life ...
Forever....

PISSED PISSED PISSED

2008-10-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hola !
Today had Chinese dance....
Sian , but I still went
Mom suppose to cut my hair in the morning ...
but didnt ....
I went for chinese dance ,
We did too much jumping ...
thats why i felt like puking ...
Everyone said I looked pale ..
Did I?!
Well, I felt like my lunch was travelling up my throat ...
then I went to toilet ...
wanted to puke , but couldnt
so I just sat there ... till i felt better
but the floor was wet
and my shoes go wet too, plus my socks...
So in the end , I dance with no shoes,
and my feet are painful ...
Im fucking angry and pissed ,
Not becuz of my CCA , but becuz of something idiotic ...
Dont ask ...
Just play off abt this ok ?!
Im not in a good mood right now ....
I just lugged home 3 Bento's of Tori Q
its a jap. food store
Cuz of my two bros ... sheesh ...
BAKA BAKA BAKA !!!!!
AARRGGHHH....
well ,if u have noticed ...
I havent said I single "haha" yet
Like i usually do ...... so , u know .....

Post Exam Program

2008-10-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

Heyyos !!!
Hola ppl !
Today was first day of post exam program
Yesterday I was fighting with Bryson,
Cuz we did not know wat to bring ...
Which ended up with a stupid fight :/
Can't blame him ... BAKA !!!
BLEAH !!!! :P
well , today we had archery :D
Sooo cool
well , jocelyn didnt find it cool
she doesnt like PE ....
its natural.
Then while we were waiting in the area ...
some of the boys and azra were playing with paper balls ?!
they were throwing and throwing ...
then kana me donno how many fucking times ...
Naturally being impatient ...
I got pissed[with the guys cuz azra didnt hit me :)]
and threw most of the paper balls into the dustbin ...
WHERE IT SHOULD BELONG !!!
couldnt help it .
if they wanted to play ...
DON'T HIT ME U FUCKING BASTARDS[the guys ... geez ...] !!!
sheesh , BAKA !!!
idiots lah ....
I wish i could take THEIR balls and throw it into the dustbin ,
Instead of throwing away the paper one :P
Too bad !!!!!

Happy birthday !!!

2008-10-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

the burger was delicious wasnt it ?! ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHALYN !!!

Hope ur dreams all come true !!!
Cuz if u really wish that they'll come true ...
They WILL come true !!!
Even if ur wish is to have lots of $$$
hahahahaha :))

EOY OVER !!!!

2008-10-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hola !
We're FREEE !!!!
ya know why ?
EOY's are finally over !!!!!
PEEP PEEEP !!!
WHOHOO !!!!
we are free ppl !!!!
Tomorow have Chinese Dance ...
I can't go ....
Too bad , I wanted to go
But the appointment before it is very important :)
So I can't go
Anyway , who ask them tell us soo late
Im not boasting ok ....
But out of all the sec ones ....
Only me, Charlene , and Ethel are the only sec ones
that actually come punctually .
Besides Nichollette lah ,she's in that dance school all her life wat .
So I deserve to have an excuse right >.<
I always come, at least I do come .
I ALWAYS COME !!!
So i deserve to have a break right ?!
Anyway , i made muffins .. i know i know .. again .
and it was suppose to be light ...
But it turned out to be "Kung Fu" Muffins
as in their ... a bit tough ...
Too much flour I think :P
hey , its my first time on that recipe ok !!!!
Gimmie a break ... sheesh ......
Oh yah , And Happy Birthday Jia Yao !!!
Ahem ahem DRAGGER ...... cough cough ...
heh heh :) :) :)
I'll end here .
Until we meet again !!!
*salutes* bye !!! :))

EOY's ....

2008-10-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

Hola !
Today was the usual boring and ultra sucky weekend for me .....
Sheesh , I gotta study .....
But I don't feel like .....
nvm ....
anyway , I havent published anything so far cuz
I was either too busy or just plain lazy.
So just give it up .
Ok .. going back to the point ....
EOY's .... I hate it .
But all of us have to go through it every single year ....
and once its over ,
PARTY MODE !!!!
We can have all the fun we want .
So bear with it guys !!!
just ...*counting*...
4 more subjects to pure freedom !!!!
YAAHOOO !!! :P
just now got scolded by Jocelyn for watching winz club on tv.
I mean , when a girl is bored ...
she usually does weird things to satisfy her boredness right ?
sheesh .... I don't really mind winx club ... the characters are cute though :)
okok I'll end here :))
Too bored to post any more ... hahaha

Numbers Numbers ..... 123456789....

2008-09-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hola !
Today was as usual ...
But , Im missing the numbers on Shalyn's blog !!!
I wanna play with them .
Yet they are gone once Shalyn shuts down her blog .
I seriously think their cowards
I just wished they stay a little longer .
I wanna have some hard fun with them ...
U know wat I mean :D
But the problem is , during the climax of the fight ...
My dumb com crash ....
So I missed all the action -_-""
Sheesh , at least I could have enjoyed myself....
Why my com crash !!!!!!
Luckily Rayner came back home just in time to fix it :D
Thanks gor !!!
Well , at least Ryan gor gor gimmie some good explaination
of y it didnt work :)
Dad just complain complain complain .....
Btw , if the numbers visit my blog .....
Pls go back to Shalyn's blog !!!!
I wanna play some games with all of ya !!!!
Its not fair .... my com crashed !!!!!
Gimmie an oppotunity will ya ?
unless all of u fucking bitches are cowards !!!!!
I agree with that :D WAHAHA !!!
oh ya , btw , I got a memory card !!!
Finally !!! yay yay !!! heh heh heh ....
Well , I just hope the numbers will come back .
Of course for MY entertainment :D
And u all know wat kinda ENTERTAINMENT i like:))

Max's Birthday pics

2008-09-20T23:06:00.000-07:00

Hola ! So , here are the pics .
I got them from Xiao Dino .
Thanks :D
Enjoy , enjoy !!! :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAX !!!

2008-09-20T09:34:00.000-07:00

Hola !!!
Today was Max birthday ,
and I just came back from the action !!!
Don't expect pics ,
Cuz I didn't take any .
TOO BAD.
Anyways , I'm gonna try to get some .
And.............

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAX !!!
Haha I'm lovin this pic !!!
My hands look great :D

heh heh heh .
well , he is a good friend :P
Chris hasn't return me my Timezone card yet !!!
Well , first we met up @ Mac
But they thought I was missing and finally found me ?!
then went for dinner @ Tampines AjiSen :P
ate ramen , then went to Arcade !!!
played a few games .
And everyone was crazy abt the drum thingy !!!
Steffi was also talking abt her yellow car
which only takes abt 20cents to drive for 5 min ?
wahaha , so after arcade went to watch MOVIE !!!
the movie we watched was NC 16 .
Bloody hell !!! Max anyhow buy loh !!!
but it was nice .
The movie was Babylon A.D
Pretty violent , but ok .
Few bloopers in the movie ,
Cuz it was rated and I was covering my eyes !!!
But only for a split second ...... lol
Anyways , It was a fun day .
And we all went home ...... :D

Benson's Wedding :))

2008-09-14T23:24:00.000-07:00

Alvin , Me and Jin jin[2nd cousin]
Me and Ahneh[3rd Cousin] and Gabriel :D
Playing with wine glass :)
[1st Cousin]Jie jie and Yao Kang :D
The bride and groom :D
The bride and groom again .... This time in a diff costume.
My aunty . haha
Look up !!!
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Hola ! Again I'm posting .
Well, Sunday was Benson's wedding .
Soon its gonna be Jiejie and Yao Kang's wedding !!! heh heh heh.
But I'm flower girl :P or brides maid ?
Donno lah . haven't decided yet .
Andways my cousin's from my mother's side all there .
I only have 3 cousins on my mom's side of the family .n
All from same family .
The rest of my aunties have no families of their own.
Only my mom and her brother are married.
So anyways , I went to the wedding and of course ,
The food was awesome !!!
haha . but i don't like the shark's fin .Cruel lah ....
So the special surprise
when the couple were walking down the aisle
was the brides dog called brownie :D
It was sooo cute !!!Its really attached to Benson though.
hahahaha . Anyway , the dog lead the way in a toy car ?!
So after all the dinner and stuff , we went home .
Wah , soooo tired sia .....
So thats the end of my story :))

Ps : Btw , if u wanna see the photos I took , then click on "Home to my pics"
And u will get to see the photography :D

Marina square Pictures

2008-09-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

My head is floating !!!
Heh heh heh ...
Walle !!!

Won't You Say You Love Me Too ? hahaha

Hola ! Again ...

Well , I got the pics from the marina square outing from Hilary .

Thanks Hilary ;)

Anyways , enjoy :)